You Rejected Me

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I waited, I anticipated


That you would take,


Take the time to see me


To notice who I am.


I didn't fit into your empire


I didn't belong to your space,


Your compound.


What would've happened


If you just let me in?


Too busy amusing yourself


With my plight.


You couldn't see


What was in front of you.


Platinum, fantastic platinum.


Too busy chasing after plastic
When you could've had it real with me.


I did everything for you.


Pleaded, begged, cried for you


But you cared less.


You took pleasure


In using me for your gains


Breaking my trust,


Treating me as less valuable


Than a piece of scum.


You visualised me as trash.


Stale, boring, clueless with everything.


You would say anything to bring me closer


Closer to that dark place I used to reside in.


Your harsh comments, your demonic glares


Made me see myself


As nothing worthy, as nothing important.


Now I don't need you.


I'm not obliged to tolerate you


But I'm not compiled to have any closeness


With you anymore.


Live your false life, continue with your delights,


You temporary pleasures.


But one day you will remember me.


You will see me as the one you rejected.


All I wanted was your time, your patience.


I just wanted you to accept me for me.


But your ego, your pride, your selectiveness


Were too big that you didn't care enough


To make the effort.


To do this one thing for me.


You were so high and mighty


In your conceit, your self interest


That you discarded me on purpose.


There is no more room in my life for liabilities.


No more space for casualties.


You chose to shun me away


So now I choose to separate you from me.


You made me an outcast so don't be surprised


If we no longer have that closeness.


I'm saving my love for my loved ones.


The ones who actually take the time and energy
To actually show love,


To actually give love to me.


They never deserted me unlike you.


One day you will see me and you won't ask:


"What happened to us?"


You will simply know this:


You rejected me.

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