And You Are?

12th November: 2016

12:32pm:
I feel awful.

12:46pm:
Have you messaged him since?

12:48pm:
Who Ashton? Or Liam?

12:48pm:
Ashton.
Don't you dare message that scum Liam.

12:49pm.
I've been too nervous to.

12:49pm:
So let me get this straight.
You've been ignoring a friend for a couple of weeks.
No reason.
?!?

12:50pm:
I don't know what to tell him.
Not exactly the most easy conversation starter is it Flora?

12:50pm
'Hey Ashton, did I tell you about my crazy ex boyfriend who threatened me and my family when I was only 17? Funny time.'
What's so bad about that? It's an ice breaker.

12:50pm:
Sometimes I really wonder what goes on in your head.

12:50pm:
Well, if you listened to my advice when you dated Liam in the first place we would not be in this place Amy.
Just saying.

12:51pm:
Are you seriously doing this?
Now.
Today of all days.

12:52pm:
Shit.
Amy, I had no idea.
I'm sorry.

12:52pm:
It's okay.
We all kind of forgot.
I'll talk to you later, it's about time I talk to Ashton.

***

2:23pm:
It's actually kind of warm today, kind of surprising considering it's Winter now.
I'm beginning to miss the leaves on the trees.
They've turned to sludge now.

2:39pm:
You have every right to ignore me, my messages and what I have to say.
For all I know you could be asleep or just chose to ignore these. Which is understandable after all.

2:40pm.
I'm sorry, Ash.
There are things that are happening right now which aren't easy to talk about like this.
It's too personal to be merely typed like it's casual.

2:42pm:
Someday, someday I'll explain it all to you.

2:50pm:
Sweet dreams.
I'm off out for the afternoon.
Family stuff.
Bye x

***

4:21pm:
Amy?
I didn't realise it was today.
I should've been there for you, I know today is never an easy day for all of you.
Maybe we should meet up sometime soon? Have a coffee.
- Liam x

6:57pm:
Ashton, I miss you. x