And You Are?

28th December: 2016

13:28pm:
Every fibre in my body aches
why did I think it was wise to let my Aunt look after Cami
and I agree to go out for the night with my mates

13:28pm:
hangovers eh?
never nice 

13:28pm:
at least I didn't text you

13:28pm:
you did call me
quite a message you left on my voicemail I can say

13:28pm:
great
just great

what did I do?

13:28pm:

it started with a load of cheers
so many that it reminded me of being in Brighton when a stag do would go by

obviously that makes no sense to you

13:28pm:
correct

13:29pm:
you then started talking nonsense
telling me that you wanted to buy a ticket to go see a show

and that I would see it too
I don't even know what the show was
and then someone called me Emma Watson
then one called me ginger because of my red hair

13:29pm:
damn it, that was probably Jake
he is the only one who really knows about who you are

the others think you're some hook up 
or some posh girl from england

13:29pm:
I'm neither thank you very much

either way
have you had any water?
some sleep?
anything to eat?

13:34pm:
food is the last thing on my mind
sleep

christmas was mad
but a good mad

13:36pm:
same
family everywhere
my grandpa got drunk and got mad when he was not winning monopoly 
trivial times

but I loved it
christmas is always fun

Cami love it?

13:36pm:
she was so happy

smiling for days
but she's calming down now, at least I hope she is
our Aunt is going home tomorrow

13:36pm:
was it good having her stay?

13:36pm:
it was nice to have someone else in our family
since there isn't anyone else really besides distant relatives we don't know
she cares about us and wishes she could've helped when we were younger but that is just how life happened unfortunately

13:36pm:
will Cami be okay when she goes?

13:36pm:
she'll miss her
I just wish she had a female role model to look up to

sometimes I think about her growing up, like I can't help her when shes a teenager with hormones

how to approach guys 

the sort of stuff a Mum should tell her

but no

she didn't get that lucky

13:37pm:
she is lucky to have you Ash

you're just hungover

you need some rest

and plenty of water!

13:37pm:
I'll talk to you when you've sobered up okay?

13:38pm:
speak to you later love x 

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20:02pm:
My aunt is packing her stuff up

she has to leave at 3am.
got to drive her to the airport so I have to get Cami to bed extra early so she is awake

20:02pm:
how long is the drive to the airport?

20:02pm: 

just under an hour

so Cami has to come
our neighbours would normally look after her but its christmas time so I don't want to inconvenience them

20:02pm:
I'm up for a chat if you want one when you guys get home
first skype call with Cami before the year's out?

20:02pm:
I think we'd both appreciate that a lot

20:02pm:
speak to you then, I need some breakfast before my stomach makes its next whale noise