Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door? ( Ryan Ross X Reader)

Walking Contradiction.

Ryan's POV:

My mind felt oddly empty.
I just kept staring at the broken fragments of my phone until the purring of a black cat caught my attention. My eyes followed the cat.
It moved to the road and just when it was about to cross the road, a car hit it and left.
The cat rolled over due to the impact of being hit, blood oozing out of its head and body. No one stopped to even look at it. It just lay there, invisible to the world.

How long will they take to find my body? Will they even bother to find me?

I stuffed my hands in the pockets of my hoodie and went wherever my legs took me. My mind seemed to absorb the happenings in the surroundings more efficiently now that it was going to stop working very soon.

I found myself in front of a park. Little children were playing around here and there. I went inside and sat down on the grass by the lake.

It was a beautiful day. The sky was a beautiful shade of forget me not blue and the smooth surface of the lakewater reflected the same shade. There was a light breeze blowing and the branches and leaves of the trees and shrubs were swaying lazily to the breeze. Better enjoy it while I'm alive.

Does dying hurt? I wondered.

I felt a warm, hand on my shoulder. I didn't turn around to see who it was until that person said tentatively, "Ryan?"

My heart stopped as i heard that voice. That familiar voice I've been earning for.

That voice who left me with my father.

I turned around to see that familiar face, after all these years.

 I felt my face heat up as hot tears escaped my eyes and ran down my face.

"Mom?" was all i could say.

She smiled and sat down beside me. I saw her eyes were full of tears before she engulfed me in a hug. I felt protected and safe in her embrace as I cuddled into her arms and she stroked my hair away from my forehead and placed a kiss there  just the way she used to when she used to tuck me up in my bed when i was little. The memory of her singing me to sleep came back to me.

Its been a long time that I've felt so loved and cared for.

And we sat there for what felt like hours as I thought

nothing is stronger than a mother's love.

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I don't know what to say right now, I'm feeling a little emotional.