1 Year Without My Love

Day 5/365

  I just want to thank you for the 16 reads so far! I really do apreciate it even thought it's just 16 but who cares! I love it! Well since you make me VERY happy,heres a next chapter! Enjoy! :D <3

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   Day Five:

    Well,your funeral is in three days..So Heather and I did some dress shopping...I was getting my money out when a picture of you slipped out of my purse. And that's when I broke down crying again. But if this is good news,I got a pretty black dress.And a mirror...I don't know why I got it though..but anyways..the picture and the note fell out. Heather picked them up and gave them back to me. She asked me what the note was,but I told her  simple letter and forced a smile. So when I got home and Heather decided to crash at my place and I read the letter you gave me. I felt a tear slip down my cheek. I just needed to get rid of the pain...The thought of you in that coffin,life -less. Never going to see your smile and laugh again. So I got up,wen't to the bathroom and got my old mirror... I smashed it and glass went shaddering. My hand was bleeding,I sat down and stared in awe at my wrist bleeding,it felt good. Heather came in saying she heard a bang and saw me. I looked up to her with tears and I really have no idea why I was smiling,and now I have a big wrap on my hand. This is how much I miss you Cordell. And now Heather won't let me out of her sight and it's smuthering me..she's my best friend I know,but she does have my back... I love you Cordell,I just wish you hadn't gone.