Day twelve:
I can't deal with it! I'm so tired of not seeing you when I wake up. I'm so lonely throughout the day. Heather is out of the picture. I'm pracitily starving myself. I miss you. So now, I'm writing in you while my wrists are bleeding and I'm so sorry there is blood on this page and probiliy staining the next few pages too. I know why you had to leave this world. It's just that I wished you didn't...I go out of the house but only to come right back in. Whenever I am out, I make sure I cover up. I just can't handel myself without you. And good news (note the sarcasm) I have to back to school soon too...Well, I'm going to go to sleep and hope I never wake up. Oh and did I tell you that I tried to kill myself at least three times already. I have a song that you and I know in my head: Nobody knows but me that sometimes I cry. If I could pretend that im asleep,when my tears start to fall. I peek out from behind these walls I think nobody knows...And baby! Oh your secret's safe with me. There's no else in this world that I could ever be, and baby don't feel like im all alone. Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown (your are my angel). And I lost my way back home. I think nobody's knows.Nobody's knows but meee.. And tomorrow I'll be there my friend and pick up the pecies and start it all over agai-
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1 Year Without My Love
FanfictionEverything went down hill for Brittany when Cordell passed away. Friends she meets along the way try and turn her life around. Will another boy when her heart? Or will it all go down hill and she kills herself....Read and Find out
