Day Twenty-Nine
It's weird how it's only been a month and I miss you so flipping much. I'm not sure if i'm loosing my mind but, I'm starting so see you. My friends at school are worried because when I'm talking, I'll just like, fall asleep but with my eyes open. During this crazy "Dream" I see you and Im our hands intertwined and walking, talking, smiling. Enjoying each other company. All of a sudden, I'll be shaken hard by Brenna or somebody around me. I've been having these, and to be honest, I don't mind. I love seeing you face near mine and you hand touching mine. Cause I miss what you sound like, the color in you eyes, mayching my eyes color. I miss you. So, I'm not going to tell anyone. I'll just have to have these "DayDreams" On my own. Cause if I do, I'll be put somewhere. An Asylm. I'll be a freak, an outcast,. I'll be crazy. I'm already crazy, but no one can know about this. If this is the only way I'll get to see you.
Hopefully, one day, I'll be able to see you in real life, but I know that's too far. As you told me though, waiting just makes things more special. I'll wait, cause I know, hoping things will turn around. For now however, I'll have these DayDreams and see you and I together like you haven't even passed away.
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WHO WA SO THERE YOU GO YOU GUYS! IM SO SORRY FOR THE SLOW UPDATES. I'M SO STRESSED ABOUT SCHOOL AND HOMEWORK DURING THE WEEKEND WHICH IS STUPID. ANYWAYS, I'M GONNA TRY MY BEST TO UPDATE ON THE WEEKENDS! I HOPE YOU LIKED THIS CHAPTER. IF YOU HAVE ANY DETAILS OR IDEAS FOR MY BOOK, GIVE ME A COMMENT BELOW! DON'T FORGET TO CLICK ON THE VOTE BUTTON! BAIII
~Brittany <3
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1 Year Without My Love
FanfictionEverything went down hill for Brittany when Cordell passed away. Friends she meets along the way try and turn her life around. Will another boy when her heart? Or will it all go down hill and she kills herself....Read and Find out
