Day Fifteen,
It's like floating,no one around,no body here,except for you. You. Looking down on me. Your crying. Why are you crying? He tells me why,the sucidal attempts,the cutting,the starving,the sleepless nights,Not letting anyone near me. I'm so ashamed. It's all my fault,I'm making you cry,you hate me! But he tells me,He doesn't,He still loves me. I feel him coming towards me,floating above the ground,angle wings perfectly surround him, His hair and skin like nothing happened before he passed away. His halo bright as the sun. He comes closer. "I don't hate you Brittany,I love you. I'm going to wait. Wait for you to come. But not by cutting or anything of that,natrual. I'm going to stay this way. I'll be here forever. Then when you come, We'll be together. Forever. No one can bother us,well except fot God and Jesus but you know." We both laugh. He nears me,his mint-like breath hitting my face. I close my eyes and we lean in together and finally we kis-
And we kissed,yep,that was my dream,I wasn't dead. You must be dissapointed that i'm still alive. Nobody cares. But,I do know that Cordell is upset,I can feel it... God,I miss him...I love you C
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1 Year Without My Love
FanfictionEverything went down hill for Brittany when Cordell passed away. Friends she meets along the way try and turn her life around. Will another boy when her heart? Or will it all go down hill and she kills herself....Read and Find out
