Day Eleven:
I visited your grave today and I brought Heather with me. I didn't hear you sing with me when me and Heather sang. Were you scared? Once I got back to the house I stared shouting; "Why!? Why did he have to go!? Why not me!? COME BACK! COME BACK!! PLEASE GOD! MAKE CORDELL COME BACK!!! WHY!?!?" Heather held me until I fell asleep in my bed. It feels like I just can't handle it no more.. So late last night, I got another mirror and smashed it. Im so sorry. Why did I make you kill yourself? Its all my fault. All my fault... So later on today, Heather,family,and I went to the park and I could have sworn I saw you. When I was swinging, I looked at the one next to me and I saw you. Cracking jokes with me. So I think I had a great day,cause I spent it with you. Even though Heather was quite confused as to way s she said, "talking to myself". So I had a good day. I miss you.
I love you.
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1 Year Without My Love
FanfictionEverything went down hill for Brittany when Cordell passed away. Friends she meets along the way try and turn her life around. Will another boy when her heart? Or will it all go down hill and she kills herself....Read and Find out
