HIII! I'M SO SORRY I DIDN'T UPDATE IN SO LONG! LOVE ME?! BUUUUTTT!!!!!! HERE'S ANOTHER CHAPTER! VOTE AND COMMENT! EVEN THOUGH THAT Y'ALL NEVER DO! IM NOT COMPLAINING,ANYWAYS BYEEE LOVE YOOUUUUU <3
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Day Thirteen
Okay, I guess I'm out of my sadest faize...I'm getting better. Yes, I still see you when I sing in the mirror and hear you sing along. At one point throughout the day, I couldn't hear you,like you were ignoring me,so I thought of cutting. When I got home, I made five cuts. One,for a girl named Hailie. Two,For you. Three,for me causing everything that made you shoo-pass away. Four, for actrually beiliving you'll live just you and I forever even though what was happening. Then the final. Five,just for feeling that I was the perfect girl for you,the one. Im not...Sigh...I have been in bed I don't know how long.Weeks? Months? This made me get up off the bed,I felt weak. Do you want this? Are you happy? Anyways, I went to the bathroom singing softly because my throat hurt. When i looked in the mirror, I wished I should have put on long sleeves or something. I had cuts all over my wrists,arms,and shoulders. When I lifted up my tank top,I almost fainted. Skinney. Sknney is all I could tell you. So now, I feel like nobody cares or listens until you're on top of the building,about to fall...For now on,I told myself that I will have to one of these days...I love you Cordell
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1 Year Without My Love
FanfictionEverything went down hill for Brittany when Cordell passed away. Friends she meets along the way try and turn her life around. Will another boy when her heart? Or will it all go down hill and she kills herself....Read and Find out
