Hey guys! Thank you for all the Reads I just can't even contain my smile!!! Yay! So here is another Chapter! thank you to my Friend Brenna for the votes and nice commments! so this is deticated to her!!!!!!!! Your welcome! Soooo here we go! Hope you enjoy!!! :D
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Day Twenty-One
Cannot believe you have been gone for almost a month...An I still havn't moved on. I need to, people and my friends say I need to. YOu know what? I can't. I love you too much. That theripist lady has been reading this, I don't think she understands. She doesn't know my pain and my wounds. I hide them...
Brenna ha stayed at my house for the past few days. She makes me eat, which makes my stomach turn with each bite. But i'm gaining weight so I guess that's good. She took over my house and took away every sharp thing around me. I don't blame her, But I can't handle the pain in my mind.
What she doesn't know is, Im addicted to cutting...
My only outllet is a blade in my hands. Drawing across my wrist while blood covers the skin. It's not your fault. It's nobodies. But it's mine. I blame myself that you're gone, I pushed you over the edge...
I go to my bed and close my eyes. Tears threaten to fall and they did.
I miss you so much. I love you...
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WHO WA! THERE YOU GO GUYS! AN UPDATE! I HOPED YOU ENJOYED THIS. i'LL UPDATE SOON! AND REMEMBER!
MAY THE ODDS BE FOREVER IN YOUR MIND! GOODBIND! OH YEA! CHECK OUT THE VIDEO LONELY HERTS CLUB JOEY GRACEFFA! IT'S SO GOOD. BYEE
~Brittany <3
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1 Year Without My Love
FanfictionEverything went down hill for Brittany when Cordell passed away. Friends she meets along the way try and turn her life around. Will another boy when her heart? Or will it all go down hill and she kills herself....Read and Find out
