1 Year Without My Love

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            Day Twenty-Two

                     I have no idea how many hours I slept but when I woke up, it was morning. I went downstairs and noticed Brenna watching TV. Someone was with her though..It was Lucinda! I havn't seen her in so long. I go over to her a smile. 

        Her face dropped.

   She stared at my writsts. I covered them up and sat down. Brenna handed me a bowl of ceral and made me eat. I was watching tv and eating when Brenna and Lucinda wen't into the Kitchen. I heard them say..

      "What happened to her Brenna?!" 

    "Please let me explain"

     Brenna told her everything. I finished my bowl of ceral as tears prickled in my eyes. They told the story I told Brenna about you. I got up and walked calmly into Brenna's room-aka, the spare room. I ranpaged the drawers until I finally found what I was looking for. 

    The blade.

     This isn't no dream now.

      Brenna and Lucinda were still talking about..you. I walked quietly down the hall to my room and shut the door and locked it. I wen't into the bathroom. 

  I sat down as all the bad thoughts came.

    Cordell didn't love you when he said it.

You're a fake Bi*tch

   You're no good!

  Just die! 

  No one will miss you,just kill yourself

  Brenna and Lucinda just feel bad for you, they don't care about you.

    No one cares.

    I believe the voices. They're right. Plus I get to see you, but I don't think you'll care though. 

     I stared at the blade in my hand as I traced the blade on my wrist. Then I traced it again, but deeper. Then I went deeper. I made another slash on my arm, doing the same thing to my other wrist.

   I carved I'M DONE deepy into my skin. Blood was running out of my wrists as I closed my eyes.

        I heard Brenna and Lucinda screaming and banging on the door until I fell into a dark sheet of Blackness....

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                           ~Brittany <3