It Gets Hard Sometimes (Camren)

Chapter 9

Laurens pov

No ones forgiven each other and we all know it. Everything is different and no one wants to say it out loud. No one wants to admit that we have all changed and we can't go back to how things used to be. There's too much tension between everyone, especially Camila. Actually, it's even worse between Camila and I.

Everytime we make eye contact, she drops her gaze and looks guilty or ashamed or... something else that I just can't pinpoint. But in all honesty, she should feel guilty because God, I'm so fucking mad at her.

I poured my heart out in that letter that I gave her at that award show, and she did nothing! Nothing! She didn't message me or phone me or just try to talk to me. All she did was ignore me for the passed five years.

"Hey," Normani said as she walked in.

Today we all had to meet up again so we could 'catch up.' It's gonna be awkward, I already know that. We decided that we're gonna watch old videos of us. Like Fifth Harmony takeovers, interviews, performances and so on. In all honesty, I guess I was a bit excited. Although I'm still angry, my years in Fifth Harmony were some of the best years of my life. Not to mention, they did bring me to become who I am today.

"Hey," I replied, smiling at her as she sat down next to me. I was the first one to arrive, everyone was meant to arrive 10 minutes ago.

"How are you?" She asked. I smiled again, at least she was trying to make an effort.

"I've been better, but I'm okay. And you?"

"I'm scared. None of us have talked in ages. Do you really think we can go back to how we used to be?" I looked at her for a while without answering. It was a difficult question to truthfully answer to her.

"No," I said, "Too many things have changed... it's been too long," she nodded. Just then, two figures walked in. One very tall, and one very short.

"Waddup Fourth Harmony," Dinah said, plomping herself down on one of the couches. Ally laughed a bit and sat down too. All four of us sat in silence for the next five minutes until another small figure appeared at the door.

"Camila Cabello," Dinah announced as if she were at a football game, "Better late than never."

"Sorry," she said, politely smiling then sitting down. What was wrong with her? She looked sad again and I doubt it's from what Dinah said. Maybe something happened? Actually... I don't care. I shouldn't care... but for some reason, I couldn't stop looking at her.

"Episode 1 of Fifth Harmony take over? How about it?" Ally asked looking at the tv in front of us. We all looked around at each other and nodded our heads.

"Let's do it," Dinah said. Ally searched it on the keyboard and then it popped up on the tv screen. It started playing, all five of us sitting in the bus, introducing ourselves to the camera.

"Oh my God what are we wearing?" Normani exclaimed. We all laughed as we examined our un-stylish sense of fashion back then.

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It was a couple episodes later that we found ourselves watching the episode where the world met The Little Witch, who was one of Ally's many personalities.

Ally sat next to me with her hands over her mouth, gasping and giggling every few seconds while the rest of us had stitches from laughing so hard. She was the cutest thing ever. We finished watching Yolandah before the Little Witch, so it was even worse. The episode finished and Ally his behind her hands, Dinah was on the floor, Mani lying half on the couch with her head on the floor, and Camila and I still sitting but also very sore from laughing so much.