fuck me through the phone ; ryden

7:13 pm

okay ryan listened to his brain at the end of the day, and he may have stolen a cigarette from his mums drawer, hopefully she hasn't noticed. luckily ryan knew where brendon lived... to an extent. he may have went to 2 other houses before landing on brendon's. he shifted his weight from heel to toe as he waited for brendon to answer his door.

"hell- oh, brendon! there's a cutie at your door!" the medium height red head hollered into the back of his house. the boy gave him a suggestive glance, ryan blushed and looked down, playing with the cigarette in his hands that were hidden behind his back. "joshua you have a boyfriend- oh hey ryan!" ryan looked at brendon and a fond expression played on his face as he watched josh get pushed out of the front room.

"what- uh- what're you doing here?" brendon asked, feeling rejected still from earlier events, ryan looked taken back but only because he forgot that he came to talk to brendon, and not just stare at the beauty in front of him.
"oh! right! um i uh, i brought you this uh, cigarette, because you smoke and you don't seem like the guy to like flowers, and i felt bad about earlier and... last night, you sounded mad and it wasn't a mistake, sort of. i'm glad i texted you and not like my math teacher- i don't even have my math teacher on my phone- anyway, imagine if i texted my math teacher calling him daddy, that would be awkward, my math teacher is a woman to so that'd be even worse-" brendon stopped him and placed a soft hand on the nervous boy's cheek.

"you're rambling." brendon said with a fond smile, he couldn't stay mad at ryan, (he wasn't really mad to begin with) he was just too cute. brendon's free hand took the cigarette from ryan putting it behind his ear, "better than a flower." brendon laughed making ryan giggle like a school girl. he smiled before turning his head, showing off his jaw line and ryan couldn't help but stare. he could cut hit finger on that, and brendon pretended not to notice trying to hide a smirk as he yelled for josh.

"josh, time to go!" he said, inviting ryan in by grabbing his hand. "ugh fine, i'll go to tyler's." brendon rolled his eyes as josh took a flower from the vase sitting on the coffee table in the main room. "alright, be safe you two." josh said with a wink, "goodbye, josh." josh closed the door and brendon huffed, "sorry about him."

"i'm sorry, did i interrupt something? i could go back, i didn't really mean to disturb-" ryan was cut off again by brendon leaning down slightly to get eye level with ryan, he didn't have to bend down much, but it's the closeness that counts. "don't worry, he needed to go anyway. let's go upstairs." brendon grabbed the cigarette from behind his ear, saving it for years to come. (it's not as creepy as it sounds)

*

brendon was high, very high. he was giggling into ryan's neck, and ryan giggled a long. "can i- shotgun you?" brendon muttered turning serious. he stared at ryan's lips, god he wanted to kiss ryan sweetly so that butterflies would erupt in his stomach, kiss him so passionately that ryan has to hold onto him so that he doesn't fall.

ryan stared back, a slight nod came from him and brendon smiled. brendon knew he couldn't instruct ryan while he took a hit. "okay love, open your mouth like-" brendon's thumb dragged over ryan's lip opening his mouth slightly, just enough. "that." brendon finished his sentence, having his thumb linger for a moment or two before he grabbed the joint from the table, putting it between his lips.

he leaned back over to ryan, his mouth open a little more from just watching brendon, he pressed himself close to ryan again and their lips brushed. soon the smoke fled into ryan's mouth and he loved the feeling. ryan breathed in brendon's scent, and simultaneously they closed the gaps of their lips and held a soft kiss for a moment. ryan pulled away let out a soft breath, a small amount of excess smoke game from his mouth. brendon smiled at him as ryan cupped his face, connecting them again.

and that's what they did for the rest of the night, they kissed and brendon got high, occasionally shot gunning it to ryan (which brendon found extremely hot) having him cough sometimes, making the two laugh comfortably. they liked each other, but neither would admit it, now it's just a game to see who would cave first.