fuck me through the phone ; ryden

7:13 pm

two minutes.
two whole minutes.
60 seconds twice
30 seconds four times
15 seconds eight times
two minutes, and ryan was going on a date, with brendon. his nerves were jumping making his body shake. this was his first date, ever. of course he's had that 5th grade relationship but, he's never gone on a proper date with anyone before. ryan felt like he was going to throw up, his anxiety getting the best of him as he tapped his foot on the floor of his kitchen. glancing at the clock every so often.

one minute

"okay there, honey?" ryan's mum asked, casually putting a hand on his shoulder, giving him temporary comfort before it was gone. ryan didn't reply, afraid that if he opened his mouth his lunch would come up i dyed of words. "nervous about your date?" danielle asked with a smile on her face, she found it cute of ryan to act like that about his first date, but she knew better than to bombard him with requests for pictures. he simply nodded in reply with a nervous expression, "i'm sure you'll be fine, remember to be yourself and you'll have a good time." mrs. ross went to give more reassuring words but the doorbell rang.

zero minutes

"thanks mum, gotta go!" he said quickly, kissing her cheek, grabbing his wallet and rushing to the front door. he swung it open to find an equally nervous brendon. brendon has gone a few dates, mostly with people who he had talked to months prior to the actual date. brendon was taken back slightly by ryan's appearance, he was wearing his usual skinny jeans, but his sweater was an olive green that made him shrink in size. brendon gaped at the sight falling i love with his appearance. he almost just wanted to take him home so that brendon could admire ryan alone. ryan blushed at brendon's fond face and went to brush the tip of his nose, a nervous habit he has. brendon took in another breath trying to find words to describe the beauty in front of him, "you look, adorable" and so fuckable he thought but brendon didn't say that, he didn't want to scare him away.

ryan's cheeks flooded with a pink colour as he looked at his muddy convers. "thanks... you look great too." ryan said shyly looking up to brendon with a button nose smile. brendon coked his head to the side with a smile as ryan giggled to himself. "shall we?" brendon asked jutting his elbow out, awaiting to have ryan's elegant hands wrap around. ryan nodded with the same smile he wore minutes before, wrapping his hand around brendon's arm; with a skip in his step, they set off.

brendon opened the car door for ryan with a charming smile, the shorter of the two rolled their eyes at brendon. brendon sat in the drivers seat and nervously sat in his seat as he tapped his steering wheel. "so do you have anything planned or should we just wing it?" ryan asked quietly, hoping he didn't sound stupid.

"i was thinking we could go to mcdonald's and go chill somewhere." brendon said, nerves jumping as he saw ryan smile and nod out of the corner of his eyes. "that sound amazing!" ryan hummed and leaned back into his seat, arm reaching for the radio nob, "may i?" he questioned looking at brendon to see him looking at him too, "go for it."