fuck me through the phone ; ryden

7:50 am

brendon stood emotionless next to dallon, staring off into the distance. dallon was smiling as he talked to his friends, brendon still stood there stiff and motionless. he didn't want to stand there with dallon, he wanted to sit with ry and watch how ryan would almost fall asleep on his shoulder. he didn't like how rough dallon's grip on him was, he hated how he was being used for whatever reason dallon wanted. he hated it, he wanted ryan back but how could he do that while dallon was clinging onto him when it should be ryan.

ryan stared at him, he watched him show no emotion as dallon would be laughing with his friends. it was scary to watch because, that's not brendon. brendon would hold you and smile at you as he watched you talk. something was wrong. ryan felt a pang of hurt hit his heart as dallon kissed his boyfriend, but brendon didn't react much, his lips didn't move as smoothly as they did with ryan's. everyone noticed.

even with ryan being talked about so often, the student body was surprised (or at least the ones who cared) tyler sat next to ryan with a smile, josh soon following beside tyler. "what's forehead doing with dallon, he hates dallon." josh said, slinging an arm his boyfriend, pointing at brendon from behind tyler's head. ryan nodded still holding his gaze on his ex.

"i think something's going on, it doesn't look right." tyler said quietly looking at ryan but then turning his gaze to joshua. "he's probably using him as a rebound." josh shrugged picking some almonds from tyler's hand. "no, i mean, something's wrong, that's not brendon. don't you remember when he went out with sarah and then dated debby right after?" josh nodded and now ryan's attention was on tyler as well.

"brendon treated her so well, just like he treated sarah and ryan, that's him filling a void. this... this is different." tyler said staring at dallon. "and dallon, he's, he's something else, he's a genius. he's as sly as a fox, he knows how to get away with things- i wouldn't be surprised if he's got a knife to brendon's back."
"-tyler this isn't a fucking fan fiction, calm down ;)." josh scoffed and tyler laughed. "i'm not kidding though, ryan, i would talk to brendon." tyler squeezed ryan's shoulder as the bell rang signalling that first period was about to start.

ryan nodded and looked back at brendon, seeing his tired eyes meet his. they kept eye contact and brendon smiled at him sadly, still finding him beautiful even if the bags under his eyes were the darkest they've ever been, or if his hair was messier than usual. ryan blushed and smiled back at him awkwardly waving at brendon. the pale boy laughed lightly at his action, dallon noticed and pulled brendon and him away.

ryan walked into first period, seeing brendon sitting in his seat a couple rows down from him. he smiled as he was on his phone bored, ryan pulled his own phone out.

ry: can you come over to my place tomorrow?
read 8:15 am

brendon's head shot up to look up at ryan, but ryan was waiting for a reply.

b: of course i can.

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this wasn't as good as i imagined is sorry lmao

also the last few updates weren't as good as i thought they would be so, sorry about that i'll probably fix them later