fuck me through the phone ; ryden

3:00 pm

brendon was shaking from being so nervous, what if ryan had invited him to just tell him off about dating his best friend. are dallon and ryan even friend's anymore? brendon didn't know but he was glad dallon and ryan weren't around each other.

brendon sat alone in his car with the radio playing softly, ryan texted him saying that his mum was going to pick him up, and that he doesn't need to drive him anymore. brendon wondered if that was just an excuse to get away from him, but brendon didn't question it.

now he was pulling into ryan's drive way, and brendon felt like throwing up. he tried his best to not vomit all over their drive way, walking towards the front door. his shaky hand reached for the door bell, taking in deep breaths trying to calm himself. he closed his eyes, rubbing his hands together. his eyes shot open again once he heard the door open and there stood danielle. she looked him up and down. "hello brendon."

she didn't have much hatred for the boy, but her son had been crying over this tall boy for a little over a week; so she was nothing less than protective. "hi, mrs. ross... it ryan home?" brendon asked nervously, he swore sweat was building up on his forehead. danielle nodded and let brendon in, ryan standing by the stairs wanting to know who the visitor was.

"ryan, a word." his mother spoke sternly, ryan walking tentatively towards his mum. "yes?" he asked in a whisper. danielle looked behind her sons shoulder before continuing, "be careful." she said and then pushed him towards brendon. ryan blushed as he almost tripped, brendon already at his side.

"hi.." ryan said quietly with an embarrassed smile. "hey." brendon spoke back softly. ryan hesitated before lightly grabbing brendon's hand pulling him towards the stairs. "we'll be in my room, mum!" he called behind his shoulder as his mother smiled at him with a wave, acknowledging him. ryan closed the door behind them, their hands still loosely linked. ryan noticed and took his hand away quickly.

ryan invited brendon to sit on his bed with him, the two soon falling into an awkward silence. "you- you wanted to talk?" brendon asked making ryan perk up, because yes, he did want to talk. he closed his eyes, he didn't plan this far ahead. "yeah, um- so you and dallon?" ryan asked, heart aching slightly. brendon flinched at the name, ryan noticing; his mind running back to what tyler was saying earlier. "...yeah." brendon muttered.

"that's um cool, i guess. not like he's my best friend or anything..." ryan trailed off, his mind planning how he was going to get something out of brendon. "y'know, he's a manipulator; make you look like the bad guy." he continued as brendon nodded.

"i kinda wish that you'll say that this is a joke or something, and we could get back together-" brendon closed his fists trying to figure out what to do. "-breaking up with you was a mistake...i'm sorry." he whispered to brendon moving closer to his
ex-boyfriend. "but i guess it's too late, isn't it?" ryan asked staring at the distressed boy in front of him.

"it's not! i- i- i don't want to be with dallon, i want to date you! he's using me! we hooked up at a party a while ago, what a mistake that was, and he told me that if i didn't "date" him he'll tell you and i thought that there was no way i would get you back if you knew. i'm sorry, ryan i am, please believe me." he said in a rush.

ryan smiled sympathetically at brendon's outburst. ryan put a soft and delicate hand on brendon's cheek, their skin tones contrasting slightly. "it's okay b, kinda had a feeling dallon was up to something." ryan smiled, blushing at how dumb he probably sounded. "and um, i don't know if you care... but i love you." he laughed awkwardly. brendon quickly pulled ryan close, closing the gap between them. ryan reacting just as quickly, the kiss grew hungry, and brendon tried his best not to lose himself right in that moment.

"i missed you." brendon muttered against ryan's soft lips, ryan humming in response, "missed you too." brendon smiled and pushed ryan back onto the bed, ryan giggling slightly. "god, i love you." brendon whispered against ryan's neck, wanting to hold him for just a moment, "i love you too."

an: lol just so you know they have sex after this but i'm not gonna write that bc smut is awkward to write, have fun being imaginative.