I Never Needed You

8

"-aby baby, good morning sunshine~" Jungkook kissed me on the cheek as I slowly opened my eyes. "Mmm, let me sleep a little longer." I said covering myself with my blanket. "Aish this kid." In a second my blanket was gone and Jungkook was holding me in his arms "Jungkook?! What are you doing?!"

A smirk formed on his face and he started to spin around "aaaah Jungkook, okay okay I'm awake, please let me down." He stopped, smiling ear to ear and let me down
"aish this kid." I poked his forehead and walked to my closet.

I was about to change but I could feel eyes watching me, I turned around and saw Jungkook quickly looking away. His cheeks has a pink tint. "Jungkookie can you wait outside~" I said it with the most high pitch tone I could and blinked my eyelashes up and down. Jungkook stood up and cleared his throat and walked out of my room, before he was fully out of my room he gave me a quick glance.
I chuckled in myself and started to change for school.

When I came down I saw Jungkook with my mom talking on the dinner table "-will you visit her and stay by her side?" Jungkook smiled at my mom "Of course I will." I Immediately know what they were talking about. Jungkook is already living by his self for awhile and I was about to do the same.

"And if you two ever think about having a baby, I want a granddaughter." I turned around with my bread still half in my mouth "Omha?! Whie rrr ghu sagdi tgat?! (Eomma?! Why are you saying that?!) Jungkook and my mom looked at each other and then bursts out in laughter. I looked at them while pouting but after a few seconds I was also smiling.

Y/n POV

The sound of rain woke me up from my sleep. 'It was just a dream. A dream from a memory' I sighed, I turned around to check my phone but i could feel my eyes burning. Then I remember again what yesterday happened

"We were caught up in the moment! And Nana and I only kissed nothing more! It is nothing big."

I looked out of the window 'well at least I'm not the only one that is sad.' I checked my phone and saw that it was just half past 6. I could try and go sleep again but if I wanted to look a bit human than I should get my sht together. But before I stood up I checked my messages. I hoped to see an apologise from Jungkook but there was nothing.

Not even a single word:(

After my morning routine I started to pack for my classes. Suddenly I heard my phone so I rushed for it.

Good morning sweetheart, your father and I are going to visit Daebak in the evening. Do you also want to come?
x mom

Maybe I hoped for a message from Jungkook... but knowing my parents re going to visit Daebak lighten my mood a lil bit. Daebak is my little cousin, he's like the most adorable lil monster I've ever seen and yea he is amazing.

Yes sure I will be there.
x

After sending the text I looked at the clock. I still have some time left so I was thinking about to get some bubble tea on my way to school. I grabbed my bag and keys, checked myself for the last time and headed out.

Skip time

The first classes were over but I still didn't get anything from Jungkook. I was thinking about texting him but before I could do anything, someone scared the sht out of me "Yah Areum-ah why looking so sad? Missed me in class?" I turned around to see my bestie Hyeri. A smile crooked on my face as I saw her looking at me with a pouty face "aish, did you overslept again?" "Hehe maybe." She said starting to walk to the next class.

"But seriously why're you looking so.. so... like almost dead?" I looked at her with big round eyes "do I look so bad?!" "Yes you do." She said it without even a bit sarcasm. I was just about check myself with my camera but the teacher came in class and was he going to start.

I tried to consecrate on what the teacher was telling us but my mind still goes to the memories of yesterday. Suddenly Hyeri pocked my side, she shoved a paper to me

What's wrong?

I tried to write something down discrete.

Jungkook problems

O boy, what has he done?

He kissed Nana and said it wasn't a biggie. Now he is probably angry at me.

I shoved it to Hyeri still looking at the teacher.

"WHUUAAT?!" I looked at Hyeri with a shocked face (like everyone) "Miss Park.. is there something you want to share with us?" Hyeri tried to think of something "ah, we still have 2 minutes left." The teacher looked at the clock and realised that the class is over. "Alright make paragraphs 7 and 8 before tomorrow, good work everyone."

Hyeri rushed me out as we made our way to the canteen and then the garden (free period)
"When? How? Why?" That were the first things she asked me as we sat down on a bench. I told her the whole story from the date that never happened till yesterday in the car.

"Tss that coconut head. Girl you deserve better!" I looked down, thinking about breaking up with Jungkook made my heart clenching and breaking. "But I love him." I said it almost in a whisper. "Then don't let your guard down. Let him see that you don't like him being with Nana, that you also have feelings that can break."

I looked up at Hyeri and tried to give her a smile "Do you know why you're my best friend?" "Cause I'm beautiful, smart, amazing, fantastic and you need me." "Hahah yes you're amazing and you always make me feel better." We laughed in sync and before I know see stood up "Lets go to the canteen. I'm sure Jungkook has break time."

We walked back to the canteen  and searched for Jungkook. "I see Jimin, lets go ask him." We walked to him as he looked up "Hey lady's what can I do for ya?" His friends at the table chuckled "Do you know where Jungkook is?" "He was walking to the education department. If you're fast you can probably catch-up." Me and Hyeri thanked him and said our goodbyes.

While walking I was think, why would he walk to the education department.. I do business and management and that is the other way..

Hyeri suddenly stopped as I did the same. We saw Jungkook but he has his back towards us. He was talking with someone while leaning against the wall. We walked closer but suddenly Jungkook leaned in...

I stopped in my track. My heart started to arch as I continued watching them.

Jungkook is making out with Nana and I'm pretty sure that it wasn't an accident or anything else. As the make out session turned pretty hot I could feel my eyes burning and my heart breaking. I wanted to go but I couldn't move. I wanted to scream and cry but nothing.

I am trapped. Trapped in a life full of lies.