I Never Needed You

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It was like an hour since Nana came out he surgery room. Jungkook sits besides Nana's bed with her hands in his 'Were those hands also holding mine?' I walked out the room and sits next to Taehyung. "You don't have to stay, you know?" He faced me and then gave me a small smile "You neither."

From far i saw my teacher walking our way with a woman next to him, she seemed really worried 'I guess her mom?' She opened the door and i could see Jungkook looking up with a pale face "Mrs.Choi." She closed the door and walked towards Nana. I turned back and faced the wall.

"Why did you come with Jungkook?" Taehyung asked me. i sighed "Long story short, we were about to take a taxi but he suddenly got a call and runned off. I followed and we ended back here."
"Back? Why were you-" The door opened and Jungkook stepped out "Oh you two are still here?" Jungkook says with a mono tone, looking at me and Taehyung. He turned to the teachter "Mrs.Choi wants to speak to you."

"You two can go now. Nana isn't in a bad state anymore, she only has to wake up." I wanted to stay a little longer but Taehyung pulled on my sleeve. I stood up and wanted to give Jungkook a kiss but he turned his head away, looking down. I felt my heart arch as he was ignoring me again. Taehyung pulled on my sleeve again "Lets go."

We walked futher away and i looked back but Jungkook was already gone.

The taxi ride was quite till Taehyung broke the silence "Are you okay?" I nodded but it was killing me. "You sure? You don't look-" "I am really fine." I faced Taehyung and gave him a smile. "You don't need to keep everything for yourself, i mean you can talk to me or Hyeri. We can listen."
I looked down and could feel my tears starting to build up. I looked out the window and saw that i wasn't far from my house and stopped the taxi. I quickly gave Taehyung some money and bid my goodbye.

Like always, i don't want anyone to see me cry.

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Today was friday. I actually want to go to school (i know crazy right?) but like what the doctor told me i should rest more. Yesterday night i texted Jungkook if he has gone home but he said that he wanted to wait a little longer. After that he had texted me that Nana was awake 'Yeeey' can you hear the sarcasme... joke, I don't want anyone to die, even if she is the BIGGEST btch in this entire world.

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The next few weeks Jungkook and i didn't really talk. After school he would rush back to the hospital and if i texted him he would ignore or say that he was busy. But today i won't let him slip away.

After my classes i hurried to the front entry, waiting to see Jungkook. I looked left right left again. Nope but in the corner of my eyes i saw a familiar figure. I turned around and saw Jungkook. I hurried to him and took his arm. He turned around, slighty irritated but soften a little, A LITTLE.

"Oh hey princess. What's wrong?" "Do you have time today?" i asked him hoping for a yes."Um actually i was about to go to Nana..." He rubbed his neck. I let go of his arm "Oh okay." I said a bit disappointed (NO, REALLY DISAPPOINTED)

"You can also come if you want, i mean we haven't talked lately." '.... bruh that is beacause of you' I thought "Um not sure...Nana doesn't like me that much." "Ofcourse not, you are my girlfriend. She is probably happy to see you." Jungkook took my hand and we headed out the school.

At the hospital

Jungkook enters the room and i followed. I saw Nana looking up with a bright face but it quick changed in to something fake "Jungkook oppa~ You are finally back and with her." "Ah yea." I akwardly stood behind Jungkook.

After awhile Nana and Jungkook were talking nonstop about there memories together and forgetting my exist. Did that mosquito do this on purpose?! To make me jealous?!