The Snapchat Mistake That Lead To Ethan Wacker

Chapter 6 Cody Likes Who?

I am speechless. I didn't know what else to do so all I said is, "I think you need to leave." He immediately turns around and leaves. Then, I totally regret what I said because I start to feel like I sounded mean and I didn't mean to. Then I start to get worked up about it. I did like him before but I don't anymore or what if he is just saying this and is lying. I start to feel like I am gonna faint so I lie down and try to clear my mind, but I can't seem to stop thinking about it. Do I like him anymore? Don't I like Ethan or Do I like Cody? Do I tell Ethan what Cody said to me? Do I say anything at all? I ignore Ethan's call because I don't want to talk to him and then mess something up and I still don't know how I feel.

Finally, I just turn all the lights off and put the shades down and after a while was able to take a nap. Then I start to dream of what I say to Cody and who I like. It was Ethan my dream self-said, "It has to be Ethan." Then I wake up by the shake of my Alex, "Callie, I am going with my friend Sarah to the movies and then to the mall. Do you have any money I can borrow? I swear I will pay it back, I just don't have time for Emily to take me to the bank to get money out of my account, but I swear I will pay it back." I gladly agree because I know Alex will pay to be back and I can trust her. So I get out of bed and go to where I hide my money which is underneath my dresser and give her 40 dollars. I decide that I should get up and go outside, I don't want to go outside because I might see Cody but I decide that fate will decide if I see him and if I do what I will say to him.

Once, I get outside, I go straight to the goats because he probably won't come over there. I do my job in the goat barn quite slowly really not on purpose, though, then I go to the barn and go straight to where my mom is and ask her what still needs to be done. She tells me that I need to bring in all the pails of milk and put them through the strainer then put them in the tank. I go straight to work and right when I take in the first two pails into the milkhouse, I see Cody standing right there mixing milk for the little calves. Once, he sees me, he immediately looks away and I just blurt out, "I am sorry I told you to leave earlier, I just didn't know what to say, but I do know, I like you as a friend and as just a friend, I am sorry but I just don't feel the same way about you" Then I awkwardly and stereotypically say, "We can still be friends though." He just says, "Yea okay." then we both go back to work and just kinda don't talk to each other for the rest of the night.

After I get in the house, get showered off, and ready for bed I go to the porch, which is nice and cool but warm at the same time, and sit on the bench and call Ethan. Once, he answers, I say I am sorry I didn't answer your texts or your calls, I just got really busy. He says, "That is ok, I just got worried about you." I say, "I am alright and everything is fine." He replies back with a smile on his face, "That is good." Then we go off and talk about our day and he tells me about the things he did today with his family and I avoided the subject of what I did today and just talked about normal things. When it starts to get late and my grandpa tells me to come inside, we tell each other good night and we hang up.