Touched by Rain.

[17]

Rain. 

"Heya Rain!" I looked at Piero as he came towards me with his normal smirk. My heart did a flip as a big smile grew on my face. He came and snaked his arm around my waist pulling me closer. My heart went crazy as butterflies went crazy in the pit of my stomach. I bit on my lower lip and looked in his green piercing eyes. 

"I have a deal for you" He leaned forward and whispered in my ear. A delightful shiver ran through my spine as I nodded quietly still smiling. He pulled away and kissed my cheek "Thatta girl" 

"Here" He handed me the plastic bag with white powder in it. My eyes widened as I looked up at Piero.

"No way!" I screeched and let the packet fall. I took a few steps back as Piero sighed and looked away. Jim and Sam took a step forward while folding up their sleeves. I took another step back as fear krept up my spine. 

"Rain come on babe don't be like this" Piero said as a smile graced his lips. He came forward while picking up the packet and pointed it at me. 

"Come o-"

"Piero are you kidding me? Those are drugs!" I exclaimed in my high pitch thirteen year old voice. Piero sighed again and closed his eyes. In two large strides he was in front of me. He held me by my hair and yanked my head back. Tears flooded my eyes as I whimpered in pain.

"P-Piero you're hurting me" I said in between my whimpers as tears fell freely. He leaned forward while looking away.

"You'll do it and if you think of not obeying I know where you're parents and that sweet Nat of yours live" He said in a low voice and dropped me on the floor. I quickly stood up and stared at him with wide eyes.

"You wouldn't" I mumbled as he smirked and bent down to my level. 

"Try me Rain" 

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I gasped and stood up in a sitting position. No sweat, no heavy breathing just tears in my eyes. I looked around in the dark room to find I was in my room, on my bed. I hugged the sheets closer to my body and leaned my head back on the wall while closing my eyes.

That was the day I knew those stupid feelings towards that jack ass weren't love and weren't real either. They were just lustful feelings a stupid thirteen year old thought was love towards the big bad boy who was in a gang. It used to be cliche back then. And because of my stupid choices and decisions I ended up being one of them.

But when I realized it was too late. 

I sighed and got out of bed, walking towards Lily's room. I knocked on her door but no reply. I facepalmed thinking it's late and she wouldn't be up. I opened the door and my guess was right as her figure was sleeping calmly on the bed. My eyes fell on the red number shown on her digital clock. 

It was 3:15 am. I sighed and closed the door. But on second thoughts I opened the door and went inside. I stood near her bed as she stirred in her sleep.

"Rain?" I flinched lightly with my name as she took it in a raspy voice. The dream had a big effect I thought I was over people calling me by my name. 

"Lily? I h-had.." I fiddled with my thumbs realizing how dumb I looked. It was just a nightmare and here I am being stupid and my pride made me not tell her.

"Had what?" She stood up on the support of her palms pressed on the bed. She leaned forward and switched the lamp on making the room have a dim yellow light. Her hair was messy and eyes swollen. Suddenly I felt guilty of waking her up.

"Nightmare" I whispered but Lily heard. She moved aside and patted the place next to her and I knew what she was doing. I laid down beside her as she switched her lamp off. When we were younger this same situation used to happen and on sleepovers she would let me sleep with her.