Two Loves

Chapter 11

A/N: Hi everyone 😊
Chapter 11 is here!
There's a pic of Remi above 💜

I just wanted to thank everyone for taking the time to read my story, if you could leave me a message or comment for feedback that would be greatly appreciated! Also don't forget to vote! Thank you my lovelies ❤

So I'm just going to clear some things up in case anyone was confused...

Yes, Landyn was the one who punched Tanner in the very beginning at the one party that Tanner didn't invite Remi to. This happened because Tanner was trying to get with Bella.

Yes, Bella completely meant everything she said at the party, it wasn't an accident and she wasn't joking. She doesn't like Remi or Landyn.

Also if you couldn't tell, Remi is more than a little on the naive side.

If you have any questions feel free to message me 😊

Enjoy.

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I yawned sleepily and stretched my arms and legs out, sighing blissfully. I kind of felt sore. But it was a good sore. I opened my eyes slowly and then realizing I was completely naked, I let out a small screech and hurried to wrap blankets around me. I sat up quickly and looked around, confused.

What the hell did I do last night....

I ran my hand through my hair stressfully. Oh my god. I could not believe myself. I gave my virginity to Landyn?!

"How stupid can I be?" I groaned out, talking to myself. I couldn't believe this. Out of all people, Landyn Daniels took my virginity. It was supposed to be...

Tanner. Suddenly my thoughts changed from how much of an idiot I was to how upset I was with Tanner. I had totally forgot about everything that happened with him and Bella for a while. It was because of Landyn...he always took my mind off of things some how. He was just so...intriguing.

I was way more upset today than angry like I was last night. My anger got the best of me yesterday, it was overwhelming and over powering. The strongest anger I've had in a long while. But now I was upset. Sad. Disappointed.

Hurt.

I felt a pang in my chest and I felt my eyes tear up. I shook my head angrily and took a deep breath. I was not going to let this affect me. I loved Tanner, with all my heart, more than anyone has ever loved him. I had put those feelings at bay for a long time, just for him. Just for our friendship. That's how much I loved him. I let go of the idea of love, for him. I thought that maybe some day, he'd eventually feel the same way or realize that he had feelings for me as well. But that was obviously not going to happen, being as any thoughts of him ever liking me back were crushed last night. I still loved him, of course. You can't just stop loving someone right away. But I was upset, hurt, and disappointed. I may have loved him still, but I didn't want anything to do with him. At least not right now.

I slowly got out of bed, feeling a little shaky. I glanced over and saw a small note on my nightstand.

My heart skipped a beat as I picked it up.

'Miss Remi Rose, Thank you for an amazing night. xoxo, Landyn'

A small smile creeped its way onto my face. I shook my head and rolled my eyes, he was so silly. I didn't really know what to think of the whole situation. I wasn't sure if I was mad at myself and regretted it. I was kind of regretful of the fact that my first time was supposed to be special and with someone I was deeply in love with. But instead I gave it up so quickly to a boy whom I barely knew, who I didn't even know if I liked him as a friend.