Mahal kita, Mahal Mo Siya, Mahal Nya ko(MKMMSMNK)

Chapter 8

Chapter 8 

Hindi ko alam kung  saan ako mas masasaktan, yung part na mahal ng mahal ko ang sister-like friend ko? Oh, sa part na mahal ng sister-like friend ko ang mahal ko? Oh, sa part na mahal nila ang isa't-isa?

Palubog na ang araw at halos maghapon akong umiiyak dito sa may tabing dagat. Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit ako umaarte ng ganito, I mean, sino ba ako? Sino ba ako para umiyak, masaktan sa mga narinig ko? Hindi naman ako girlfriend, ka-MU o ano man, so bakit nga ako umiiyak?

Alam ko na, naaalala ko na kung sino ako.

Ako nga pala si Reise Chiura, ang babaeng tanga na hindi na pansin agad ang mga bagay. 

Ako lang naman ang tangang babae na nagmamahal sa isang taong hindi ako mahal.

Ako ang bestfriend ng babaeng mahal nya.

Naman oh! Mister Cupid, why are you so stupid??! Magpapakawala ka nalang ng arrows mo, sa maling tao mo pa inasinta! Bakit sa bestfriend ko pa?! bakit hindi nalang ako??

Could it be that I'm busy at wala ako sa vicinity nung magpakawala ka ng arrow?

Pwede mo naman akong sabihan eh, I'll cancel whatever I'm doing para lang ma-sure na ako ang mamahalin ni Light!

Hindi mo ba alam na worst match si Light at Rachi? Hindi mo ba alam na halos mapatay na ni Rachi si Light sa utak nya? Oh, baka naman opposite attracts ang policy mo? Hayy, grabe! Kung ganyan lang din naman pala edi nagpaka-evil Rachi nalang ako!

Bakit ba ang bait-bait ng surface me? 

Bakit ba hindi ko kayang maging kasing sama, arte ni Rachi?!

PATHETIC

Yan ako ngayon, sobrang pathetic! How can I be like this? How can I bad mouth my friend? It's not really her fault that the man I love loves her instead. Besides, I know how much she detest Light, right?

Or maybe..

She's just pretending to be like that, cause she doesn't want to let me know and maybe matagal na nilang mahal ang isa't-isa at ako ang evil creature na dahilan kung bakit hindi parin nagiging sila hanggang ngayon?

Gosh! 

Dear Lord, ano po ba ang na-gawa kong kasalanan at pinaparusahan mo ako ng ganito? 

I'm only a third year High School student! No third year should experience this! And dapat na nararamdaman ko  eh, cloud nine, happiness, extreme euphoria, that's all, not this excessive depression.

Nang tuluyan ng lumubog ang araw umalis na ako sa dalampasigan but instead of going back to the mansion I decided to call my family jet and asks to fetch me already. 

I didn't bother going back to the mansion to get my stuffs, duh! I can just buy again. After 10 minutes of waiting our private jet arrived, wala na akong pakialam pa if my parents are here, I'll just tell them I'm not feeling alright.

"You're leaving" Seigie said appearing all of a sudden out of nowhere, or maybe he's here all along at hindi ko lang sya na pansin.

"Yeah" I said bitterly

"Why?" he asks me, though there is this nagging feeling that he already knows the answer.

"Not feeling good, need fresh air, something like that" I said dismissing him and made my way towards the jet.

But the jerk grabs my arm and pulls me towards him.

"Ano ba! What's your problem?!" sigaw ko sa kanya. Nakaka-inis na sya! Hindi ba sya marunong makiramdam na gusto kong magpa-isa? Wait, men are numb creatures. Manhid sila, kaya nga hindi na pansin ni Light na mahal ko sya eh.

Instead of answering me the douche just laughed at me, and he looks so happy. The eff! Can't he see? I'm sad, suffering and hurting! Tapos sya tatawa lang?? What's wrong with him? Really

"Wow! Just wow! This is the first time that you ever raised you voice!" he said sounding really amused. "I think we need to celebrate!" sabi pa nya. 

Pero, oo nga no? Unang beses to na nasabi ko ang totoong nararamdaman ko.

"I need to go" yun lang ang sinabi ko at umiwas na ako ng tingin

"I'm not gonna ask what's eating you" napatingin ako sa kanya ng marinig ko yun, at he look so sincere "pero, you need to come with me with that blasted party of the Arima's, it's about to start in 2 hours" sabi nya.

Yeah, right. Blasted party. Baka dito na i-announce ng mga pamilya nila na engage na yung dalawa.

"Reise, di ba, kayong mga babae kapag galit o broken hearted nagpapaganda ng todo?" 

Oo nga no? Evil me just thought of something really nice~~

Wait and see Light

I'll show you how beautiful I am and I hope sana you'll regret not falling in love to me.

"Could you be my escort?" tanong k okay Seigie.

At ang baliw nag-curtsy sa akin saying "My pleasure mademoiselle"

Reina's Corner:

I know, maiksi. Pero masakit na talaga yung braso ko eh, before ko po kasi i-typ e ito tinype kop o muna yung I'M THE ONLY ONE! Kong story eh sobrang haba po nun, kaya eto. 

My midterms exam just ended last Friday, February 14. I know, it do sucks! Exam exactly on V-day?  Grabe ang daming PDA sa campus! Anywhere everywhere!

Back to my midterms exam, I know I didn't do well cause I did not study, and my mind is just wishing that the hell week will end soon so that I can update my stories.

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