Chapter 5 ~ Why?

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Chloe's POV

    "Wait wait wait. Hold up. Hunting? Chloe why on earth would u want to go hunting?" Dean asked. His face was pure shock. It was like the face a parent would make if they found out their kid was having a baby, and that kid was 16.

    "You heard me. I want to go hunting." It wasn't that hard to comprehend geesh. 

    "Chloe this kind of job requires training and life long dedication theres no getting out once your in," Sam tried to talk me out of it but my mind was set I knew this was what I needed to do.

     I drew in a deep breath. This would take a lot of convincing especially on Dean's side, 

    "Look guys I don't really have an option. Theres no way I can live a normal life when I know whats out there lurking in the shadows. That night I was pulled into this without a say. So forgive me if I want to do something about all that crap thats out there."

     Dean and Sam just sat there in silence for a few minutes. Finally Sam spoke up,

    "Chloe are you for sure certain you want to do this?" I looked at Dean he wouldn't even make eye contact with me he just stared at the ground.

    "Yes I'm sure. I have to do this its the only way." Thats when Dean looked at me. His eyes showed hurt and they were filled with pain. He didn't want this he didn't want to drag someone into this life when they could have had so much better. But this wasn't his decision to make it was mine and it was final. 

    "Well okay then if thats what you want but I'll warn you this life is tough sometimes emotions get in the way but you can't let them. You have to do your job and only that."

    "Trust me Sam emotions died a long time ago along with the rest of the things I care about." Then I left I walked out of that room and through the hallways until I was in the back of the bunker where no one goes. I sat down pulled my knees to my chest and stayed there for what felt like hours. I could have done so much more with my life. I could have gone to college gotten an amazing job and eventually started a family, but all that was ruined. Everything and everyone I loved was gone and there was nothing I could have done to stop it. I sat in silence endless silence. Until I heard foot steps I didn't know whose they were just that they were close. 

    "Chloe?" Dean of course it was Dean always has to come to the rescue, "Chloe where are you?" I didn't answer I didn't want to. Then the door swung open and there he was standing there all worried. 

    "Chloe thank god. I've been looking for you forever." He walked over to me and sat down crosslegged. "Chloe whats wrong?"

    "Nothing Dean just thinking. I've been doing a lot of that lately."

    "What about? If you don't mind me asking."

    "Just about what could have been."

    "Oh," He broke the eye contact he'd been holding with me and looked at the ground, "well would you like to go to your room its a little uncomfortable here and it would be better to talk."

    "Yeah ok." Dean extended his hand to help me up and I took it. We walked thru the hallways Dean in the lead until we got to my room. I hadn't even realized that I was still holding on to Dean's hand until he let go. I sat on my bed beside Dean and he turned to face me.  

    "You wanna talk now?"

    "Ok well I've just been thinking about what life would have been like if none of this ever happened and stuff like that."

   "Yeah when you first learn about all this crazy stuff you tend to think like that. Me and Sammy were raised into this so we're kinda used to it, but I've seen first hand how people react. Usually its like how you feel: confused and they think about what would have happened. Others just refuse to except the truth."

    "Wow so you guys have seen this everyday since well forever?"

    "Pretty much yeah. Its tough but we manage." I suddenly felt bad for them. They've had to live with the monsters people tell stories about their whole lives.

    "Dean I'm so sorry," my hand somehow found its way onto his and our eyes were locked together. His eyes were so green.

     We just sat there staring into each others eyes

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     We just sat there staring into each others eyes. I would have given anything to know what he was thinking.

     Dean's POV

     She held my hand the whole time we walked thru the hall and I couldn't quite figure out why. She probably didn't even realize she was doing it. We sat on her bed and talked she seemed really upset but I didn't want to push it. But when I started talking about how me and Sammy have always been around this stuff it looked like she felt bad for us. There was no reason for that we were fine and we were always going to be just fine.

    "Dean I'm so sorry," thats what she said and she put her hand on mine. I couldn't do anything I couldn't speak or move so we just stayed in the same place. I wouldn't dare break the connection we had for those few minutes. I have no clue what happened or why I did what I did. I just know I did it I leaned in. 

     Chloe's POV

      I saw him lean in and I took the opportunity to do what I felt would help me. I kissed him. I kissed Dean Winchester right here right now. That was one of the best moments of my life it took away the pain the hurt the sadness everything. It was like we were the only people in the world and time froze. He didn't push me away he kissed me back. Our lips were locked together refusing to part ways. Eventually I pulled back.

    "Dean."

   "I know Chloe," how could he possibly know that now I felt something for him, "I know that you only just kissed me because you need a distraction." 

    "Dean no I..."

    "Chloe its cool. Its not the first time." Someone used him before? No I couldn't let him think thats what this was. I could see the hurt in his eyes.

    "Dean listen at first I did need a distraction to make the pain go away but then it turned into something more. I wasn't using you."

    "You... you said it turned into something more. What do you..."

    "Will you stay here tonight? With me?"

    "Sure I'll stay."


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