Never knew, never will.
Never noticed even me.
I went around, lost in my thoughts
of that cute boy for whom I never fought.
Used to fall, when I saw him asleep
in my dreams imagining fireworks beam.
Run around, fall down hard
thinking of my luck if I saw him in the park.
Finding a way around so my friends don't laugh
at my stupidness when I talk,
or when I again fall into the pot.
My skin is dark, my heart is light
with the mark of a name
that just can't be erased.
When I saw you with her
my heart clenched, my sight blurred.
I kept awake, and faked a smile
while it was backwards, at the time.
Felt nothing at all, from that day and on.
I realised something, I wasn't in love.
I didn't love you like I really thought.
Never hurt me, broke my heart,
never passed more than a small crush.
I'm not a toy with which you can play.
If I really was, then I'd be the coolest game.
But I'm not, I'm a living being,
Independent and strong
beautiful and more.
You will not mesmerize me, no more feelings
when I pass you by and you greet me "Hi"
No more trying to get even, cause now I have a meaning
to the tingles in my tummy, since I am not your dummy.
YOU ARE READING
Open Fortress
PoesiaThis is a group of poems I make to express my feelings. I was a hard-hearted, stone, icy girl who hid her heart behind thick walls once, but all that changed when I opened the fortress in my chest, and allowed few to see what I trully feel. You are...
