Mystic Messenger X Reader

Me Or Her (Part 3)

PART 3 ~ ~

Stuck in your car, with blank stares. Even your tears are not falling down. Your heart is totally aching inside, but on the other side, your heart seems to be prepared of this situation, of what you’ve seen. Zen and Kyungju already went inside the building after cuddling inside Zen’s car. Now, what should you do? Pretending to never saw it or… let him choose? But you never sure with your second choice because you are not sure if there is still a place for you in Zen’s heart.

Suddenly your phone is beeping. It’s Zen.

✉ Jagiya, I think I left my concert list on your apartment. Can you keep it first? I’ll get it soon ✉

Your soon might be our last meeting.

You don’t reply his text and heading home.

Same day, 9PM.

The picture of them in the car keeps playing in your head as your tears are keep falling down. You mad at him. You totally are.

I’ve been through this hardship for more than one year and this is what you do to me? Playing behind my back, making a poker face in front of me? Why, oppa? Am I not good enough for you?

You wake up from your deep thoughts when you hear someone unlocking your apartment.

So, should it be now?

“Jagiyaaaa, I’m coming. Where is my concert list? Why don’t you reply my text?”

You stand up from your couch and facing him. You give him his concert list with silence.

“______-ya? What’s wrong?” Zen walks towards you and try to hug you before you stop his hand.

“Stop it, oppa. Don’t lie to me.” With all your strength you try to face him but you know, your eyes started to tear up.

“Lying about what?” Zen says to you expressionless.

“You love her, right??” your voice started to crack and sound higher.

“What do you mean??” his voice also rising.

“You love Kyungju right??”

“Stop…”

“I saw you kissed her!! Stop pretending to me!”

“Listen…”

“Just answer me!!” you yelled out your anger.

“YES! I love her! Is that enough??!!!”

Right at that moment, you just can’t stand it anymore. You burst into tears, losing all your strength, and kneeling down.

“______-ya…” Zen also kneel down and approaching to you.

“Don’t touch me!” you skim his hand when he is trying to grab your face.

“I… I don’t know what happen. I really love you, but… but I love her, too. I can’t control this feeling… I’m… sorry _____….” you can hear his voice is trembling.

“Don’t you know how I put my life to protect our relationship? Having this backstreet relationship that drives me crazy? I don’t even know who I can talk to when I miss you so much…”

“I… I’m really sorry. But, believe me. I’m really happy when I’m with you…”

“Is it because she is always there for you?”

“I… I don’t know why. But I am totally in a mess these past weeks and she is always there…”

You lose your control and slap him. He remains silence, knowing he deserves that slap.

“Why, oppa?? Why??” you keep hitting his chest between your tears.

He grabs your hands and forces you to be in his embrace.

“I know I am totally wrong. You have all the rights to mad at me. Just… stop crying like this. I’m hurting to see you like this.”

“Oppa… will you choose me over her?” your sudden question shut him up.

You release his hug and touch his face.

“You don’t have to choose. I’ll choose it for you.”

You stand up and turning back, sigh deeply before you could say your last words.

“Just don’t treat her like this. Goodbye, oppa…”

Silence in a minute then you can hear Zen standing, walking towards the door. You can hear his last words before closing the door.

“I’m sorry…” 

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