Alone

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Karma's Pov

I don't know what to feel anymore.
Everyone is leaving me.
Nobody cares.
My parents left me, Nagisa left me and soon he'll forget about me.
I can't live knowing he doesn't care.
I don't want to live knowing that the only friend I've ever had will leave me forever...

Tears started to pour down my cheeks as I brought the blade down to my wrist, I began to put some force on to making a deep cut. It doesn't matter if I cover it or not, no one cares.

I allowed the blood to pour out for couple of seconds the walked to the bathroom and wash it under cold water, flinching at contact.

I walk downstairs to get some food but ended up just going back up and going to sleep. I wasn't in the mood for food.

Time skip ~ brought to you by Bitch-sensei

Monday - 3 days after the confession

I walked into building and headed to the classroom, I was 10 minutes late. I opened the door to my class and walked in, everything was filled with silence. Then Kuro-sensei spoke with an unhappy manner.

"Karma! I expect you to come to my class on time I hope that next you.."

I wasn't listening or I couldn't hear him, everything was just quite and the world around me started to blur a bit as I walked to my seat. I think it was obvious that something was wrong because once all the sound came back I heard Kuro-sensei asking if I was alright.

I didn't answer.
I stayed quite.

Kuro-sensei turned around and continued his lesson.

Time skip to break ~ brought to you by Kuro-sensei

I looked over at Nagisa ignoring the ocean of questions that were being thrown at me. I saw something that I'll never be able to live with.

Nagisa and Kayano kissed each other.

I just stared as my breath became shaky. I stood up quickly, grabbed my bag and headed for the bathroom. I usually didn't do this at school but right now I'm just in so much pain, I need to escape.

I went into the bathroom and locked the door behind me. I opened my bag and Brought out my blades.
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I wash my arm after a minute or two. I heard knocking from out side and someone asking if I was alright.

I didn't answer.

I felt my phone ring from inside of my pocket and picked it up to see what it was, it was only my parents saying there on the plane home.

I didn't reply....I should have

I left the bathroom and went to get changed for P.E

(oml this first 2 chapters have gone so quickly I now hate myself)(plz don't hate me)

The class was going on as normal, except I was falling all over the place. I couldn't do anything. I decided to stop and just stand. Some people were looking at me worried. How nice. Not Nagisa though. How cruel.

Once again my phone went off. I pulled it out and looked at the text I was sent. It was from my butler (he's rich okay?)

"Karma no phones in class put it away!"  everyone turned around to look at me.

My eyes widened at the message.
The world around me started to spin. The next thing I knew, everything turned black.
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Ummm don't hate me plz

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