chapter 18

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"Butter?" I asked as Niall indicating from distance.

"Yup" He said his mouth full with bread he was eating. I passed the butter to him and tried to make myself eat something which was in vain.

I hadn't seen zayn since i woke up. I wonder where he could be. There were only 2 days left for him in LA. I'm gonna miss him too much once again.

"Waiting for zayn?" Louis piped in.

I nodded and kept playing with my fork.

"I should check whether he is fast asleep or" i didn't complete the sentence and left the table.
Straight into his room.

"Zayn?" I called out his name.

*Zayn's P.O.V.*

I woke up with an unknown number's text on my phone. Who could be texting in very morning? I grabbed my phone and rubbed my eyes before opening the text.

Unknown - Here's something for you Little boy. (Media Attachment)

FUCK!

What The Hell?

It showed a picture of Atz and Charlie holding each other so close and... and kissing.

That was a total breakdown for me in the very morning. How could Atz do this to me? Is she really cheating on me? And going out secretly with charlie guy? I fucking hated him since starting. Why on the earth i let her spend time with him ?

Fuck. It's all so much to take in. I could never imagine her cheating on me.

My gaze became blur and i threw my phone on other side of bed. Grabbed a pillow and broke down in puddle of tears.

I love her. I lover her a lot. Then why?

Is this the reason she was behaving so weird lately? When did this happen actually?

I took my phone back clearing my face with pillow just to clear my sight. Opened the message again and zoomed the picture.

It was yesterday's picture. That outfit i gave her to try on. And i went to check liam leaving her in trial room. That's the perfect place where i left her. And she.. She took advantage of it?

How could she?

And if it wasn't her fault. She could have told me. She never hid things from me.
Wait who am i lying to? She hid this biggest thing from  me.

I feel so heartbroken now.

I got no fucking words to say.

It was 7:25 a.m. and i pushed pillow against my face and fell asleep. Pillow was almost soaking. I cried bit too much. Or i guess. TOO MUCH.

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"Zayn?" I heard her calling my name.

I tried to act normal. I decided that I'll act normal as much as i can until she spill the beans. I wanted her to tell me.

"Mhm" i hummed and she walked over to me wrapping her arms around me leaving a kiss on my cheeks. How could she act this much two faced?

"Good morning Love. Wake up now" She whispered in my ears. Her voice softer than ever. I could have kissed her but i was too much broken to do that.

"Let me sleep" i pulled the sheets over me loosening her grip on me. That was rude. I know. But what she did was more than rude. Disaster.

"Zayn?" She called out again and now i was feeling guilty. But why did i feel guilty?
She should feel that for doing this to me.

I woke up and forced a smile on my face just to act normal. She smiled back and hugged me. I tried to wrap my arms around her but she was in hurry i guess.

"Now go get ready. Everyone is almost finished with their breakfast" she pushed me towards the bathroom.

"I'll be there in 10" i forced a tight lipped smile at her and she left the room.

Grabbed my toothbrush and put some paste on it. While brushing, i took a glance over the mirror and i could recognize some faded tears stains. Which She couldn't recognize. That feels hurt. We had strongest bond that she could read my mind and now she couldn't even see how much am i in pain. That was scary. Scarier than j ever thought.

I splashed some warm water on my face cleaning every bit of evidence that showed i was crying. My eyelids felt heavy. And head pounding in pain.

Whenever i closed my eyes, all i could see was her picture with him.

I took a quick bath and dressed myself up. Headed downstairs for breakfast.

"You're late" is all i could hear from Niall as he was leaving dinning room.

Seriously i was late. Everyone were finished. None was there in a view.

"Charlie. Shut the fuck up. NO. I said NO" i heard Atz yelling slowly at her phone. I tried to overhear the conversation.

"Bye" she tossed her phone on the counter and i entered the kitchen.

"Hey." I cracked the smile.

"Hey. What would you like to eat Mr. Malik?" She tried to cheer up but i wasn't in mood.

"Anything?" More sounded like question.

"Croissants?" She offered.

"Great."

"Wait a minute. I'll put some butter on it and will serve it to you. Go and take your seat there" she pointed to the dining area. I nodded and turned without even thinking twice.

She returned in less than 5 minutes. I was all alone with my thoughts puzzle before she nudged me.

"Ready to dig in?" She smiled.

"Yeah." Is all i replied before taking one fork out of stand.

She took a seat beside me plating herself a croissant and some coffee.

She hadn't take her breakfast yet?

"You didn't take your breakfast with lads?" I raised my brow at her.

"No" she replied simply and dug into her plate.

"And why is that?" I asked again.

"Cause you weren't there" she looked up at me.
Oh really? You never thought that before cheating on me.

"Does that matter?" My nerves started getting on its high.

"Zayn" she scolded.

"No Tell me" i was stubborn after all.

"Why are you saying like that? You're.. You're acting so weird lately." She put her fork aside and turned herself to completely face me.

"Oh is that me or you?" I asked furiously throwing my fork on the ground and standing up.

"Zayn. What did i do?" Her voice cracking as if she didn't know what she was doing. She acted so well.

"Fuck you." Is all i said last and rushed to my room slamming the door behind me.

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