Secrets (LafayetteXreader)

PART 5

Laf came up to you, but you pushed him away. You were in the middle of a war. You had no time for men and on top of that you didn't want to talk to him. "Y/N." You rolled your eyes and ignored him. "Y/N, please let me explain." You stared at him, this man was going to be yours, but he was just crying over Adrienne. Oh boo hoo. You broke the stare and continued to fight, "Y/N, just please listen." You were sick of it, you needed to fight, you didn't wanna hear his voice, "Laf." You look at him with stone cold eyes, "Go fight." You turn around leaving to talk to Laurens. As well as Adrienne and Laf being together, you formed a strong bond with Laurens. He was there for you like no other. You loved him, in a friend way. "Whats got you down sugar?" That was his nickname for you. You got it from when you were at the bar, he told you that you acted a little to sweet about the whole situation. You told him about your little love for Laf, but that it went away. "Oh nothing.." Laurens stared at you, "Oh you do not wanna start this with me." You smiled, "Its just, Laf was trying to talk to me, but I didn't want to speak with him. We are in a war." Lauren's looked up to you, his eyes filled with sympathy, "You should wait till after the war, I know how bad you want to fight. Let yourselves calm down." You nodded, what he said was true. You kissed him on the forehead and went back to Washington's side.

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You smiled in accomplishment, you one the war, you had your freedom, you had your legacy now. "WHooOOOOooooOO!" You and the gang cheered altogether. Herc smiled to you, "We WON!" You giggled as you saw Laurens and Alex exchange a big hug. Then you saw Laf. He was sitting on his bed, staring at the wall, prolly thinking about Adrienne. You shook the thought away. You decided not to speak with him, you weren't ready. You all decided to go to the bar, it sent shivers down your spine. The bar. Where Adrienne. Stole. Your. Man. Laf decided to go to, but he was a mopey little baby. You decided not to sit by him, so you sat next to Laurens and Herc. You were into your 5th drink and you were feeling a bit drunk. Laf came over and decided to pull you away from the group so you two could speak in private. He led you outside to a bench and said, "I need to talk to you." You glared at him, "Why don't you just go talk to Adrienne, you have seemed very fond of her lately. "Y/N thats the thing she..she." "Asked you to marry her of some shit." He looked confused, "Y/N. Please don't be this way, this isn't the you I fell in love with." You were getting angrier by the second, "The you YOU fell in love with. Lafayette you never loved me." You could tell the words you said hurt him,but you didn't care "Y/N, I have-" "Save it Lafayette, you broke my heart, the heart that you stole from me at first, but I took it back, I picked up the pieces that you left scattered around. My god, Im tired of you..you." He put his finger up to your lips, "DONT YOU SHUSH ME I WAS NOT DONE!" You didn't mean to raise your voice, it just happened, "Y/N, I love you. My heart ached for you. Adrienne might have good looks, but her personality is TRASH! You may think that you took your heart away from me, but you still have mine. The only reason I had to hang out with that Phsyco was because SHE PUT A GUN TO MY HEAD. IT WAS A THREAT. SHE WAS GOING TO KILL ME!" You were surprised by his raised voice, but what made you angry was Adrienne. Yes it made you angry at first, but she threatened to kill Laf. You broke down into tears. You felt like a piece of trash for ignoring what was going on and not listening to Laf. Your love was going to be killed, could be killed, would be killed. He held you in his arms, he cradled you like a baby, but you stood up. "Laf...I.I...I-" He shushed you, "Don't speak mon amour." you cried more and that was when Laurens came out, he ran to your side, "Oh My god! Y/N whats wrong?! Laf what did you do!?" He held me in him arms, "I AM NOT A CHILD. I DO NOT NEED TO BE CRADLED LIKE A BABY! Laf did nothing, he just told me that...that.." Laf grabbed you and hugged you. You felt your love slowly come back. You snuggled into his chest, his warmth gave you life, you snuggled deeper, and slowly fell asleep.

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You woke up in the tent, feeling that you should be home, for the war was over, but then again. You had nowhere to go. You longed for your mother, but you could live without your father. You looked around and saw that Laf was laying next to you, with his shirt off. WAIT HIS SHIRT OFF. You pulled the covers and was relieved to see pants. He turned and looked into your eyes. God this man never seemed to look ugly. Then last night came to you, and you started crying. Laf held you in his arms. You looked up, "Laf I'm...so sorry. I should've known." Laf giggled, "Its ok. I just thought it was funny that she tried to make you jealous." You smiled, "Well it worked." Lauren's was looking over Lafs shoulder, "Hehe, so are you guys good?" I smiled, "I think so." Then you saw Herc, "Herc.." He looked to you with a frown, "Its ok I understand." Laf sat up, "Wait were you to, together?" Las looked at Herc with anger, "Oh no no, I just, he just, I mean." Herc laughed, "Dude, I told her I liked her, but she denied, said she was going through some tough stuff. Im ok though. I think you and her would be better together." Laf looked down at you, your face was bright red. He took your hand and sat you up, "How about a walk." You smiled, "That would be nice." 

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A/N sorry this one is so short, but I just needed to get that important info out. Anyway if your liking this, good at least I'm not failing that. Bc i fail a lot in life, anyway thanks for all your support, follow me on twitter, insta, Facebook, tumblr, pintrest, lmao I'm kidding, am I tho? Anyway imma leave you guyz now. Part two is going to be here maybe tonight or tomorrow morning. Love y'all!