Secrets (LafayetteXreader)

Part 15

You woke up to you, and only you, in your bed. You sat up smiling, you wanted a tour and someone was going to give it to you, so who better than Thomas!

Yah, yah. It sounds like you like him, of course you don't😏. But you wanted to repay him. You are staying at his house for a couple years, after all.

You jumped out of bed and walked out changing nothing. (Well you brushed your hair and put it into a messy bun). You walked downstairs to see Thomas and James talking, of course they didn't hear you so you decided to listen, I mean, its what you do.

"She's gonna be coming downstairs any minute, get your act together!" Thomas gave a little shake to James, "I know its just, she's different." Thomas rolled his eyes. "Come on, everyone says that to everyone, she's not different she's prolly just like Adrienne! A heartless killer!" Your heart dropped.

Adrienne....How did they know Adrienne!? And why is Thomas being a bitch!?

You stepped out and put your hands on your hips, "Oh what a lovely day to talk shit, then you must of been talking about yourselves." You laughed a little and you saw James turned red. "Oh not you James, your chill." You walked over to Thomas, "First of all why can't you trust me!? I could say the same thing to you, but you obviously were ok with laying in my bed with me! And how do you know Adrienne!?" Thomas glared at me, "Ahem...well. First off I do trust you." You laughed, "Bull shit, Im sorry that you think Im a killer, but I don't know! you could be a killer yourself! So why do you even care who I've killed, I was in the war for gods sake!" Thomas shook his head.

"Y/N, Its complicated." You stand up straight, not showing pity, "Complicated? Oh so we are here talking about trust, I'm finally finding some answers, and you wanna say things are complicated." You sneered in his face, "Y/N, listen, you don't understand!" "Don't understand, well of course I don't is you don't tell me, its like, Oh Y/N your going to be a part of this, but no! You rant telling me anything! I would rather die right now then be around you Thomas! Im leaving, don't expect me to come back! I hope the Mafia or whatever shit is out for me kills me out there!" You walk out and slammed the door, remembering everyones facial expressions.

Oh god. With that blow, who would ever trust you? You put your hand on your face and started rubbing your temples, "Plan, Plan, Plan." You repeated over and over and then you remembered.

Adrienne, how did they know her? Was she released to Thomas or James? Did either of them date her? Oh gosh, just thinking about her makes you want to break into tears.

Then you think about Lafayette. His eyes and his complexion seep into your brain. You just wish that he was here to hold you. To tell you everything was going to be ok. To lay in bed with you just talking about random stuff. His love was more than enough  to keep you rolling through life. 

You walked around the park and stared at nature. It reminded you of the park, back in Nex York, when you were with Laf. His kiss, his touch, his smile, everything left you helpless, and you longed for his touch again.

You sighed and sat on a bench, still staring at the beauty of everything. Unexpectantly tears came flowing down your cheeks. "Laf, please come soon.....I miss you." Your heart longed for him. You wondered what he was doing, hopefully nothing stupid. You never got to tell him goodbye, well you did, but he wasn't up to give you a big warm reassuring hug that everything would be just great! Ha! Everything is a living hell right now. 

You cried for a couple more minutes, glad it was here and not around anyone, then you remembered, oh yah. You cried in front of basically everyone last night, "I am such a joke......I AM SUCH A JOKE!" You screamed putting your face in your palms, you felt a hand on your shoulder.

It was Burr.

"Y/N, your not a joke." Your eyes lit up, "Burr, I am. I don't know what to do with life anymore." He smiled and sat next to you, "Neither do I love, neither do I, but you have to stay strong. Stay strong for everyone, including me." You looked over to him, "Why can I only see you, randomly?" He smiled, "Im only there when you need answers, but I can't tell you everything." You laughed, "It seems known can." There was a silence for a minute and Burr spoke.

"Im trapped somewhere Y/N. Trapped, unable to get free. Im scared, scared you will loose or break, or......die." You looked over to him yet he didn't look to you, a single tear rolled down his cheek. "I now it dosent make sense right now, but, they took me away, they captured me, because they thought I would lead you to them. I can only escape when you need me most." You nodded, "Well, good timing." He laughed. and you struggled a smile. "Everyone needs you Y/N. You can't give up on them now, you and Laurens are our only hope." You were confused, "Wait why Laurens?" Burr shook his head, "That rascal never told you, did he." Burr looked over to you and you shook your head, "Y/N, Im afraid, Laurens is your brother." Your eyes went wide, "WAIT WHAT!?" And then he was gone, "Well, thanks for being there when I need answers.

You smiled at the thought of Laurens being your brother, maybe thats why you formed such a strong bond with him, without even knowing him that much. You realized you were done with everyones lies and secrets. You were going to get answers.

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