Therapy-Luke Hemmings Punk Fanfic/5SOS

Chapter 9

It was dark now. About 11pm.

He had his guitar out and was singing to himself, and I was captivated. His passion for music had clearly grown, and changed a bit.

"Make it a sweet, sweet goodbye

It could be for the last time and its not right

Don't let yourself get in over your head-he said

Alone and far from home I'll find you

Dead-Like a candle you burned out

The wax over the spaces left in place of angry words

Scream-to be heard like you needed anymore attention

Throw the bottle, break the door and disappear...

Sing me to sleep.

I'll see you in my dreams, waiting to say;

I miss you I'm so sorry...

Forever's never seemed so long as when you're not around, like a piece of me is missing

I could have learnt so much from you,

But whats left now?" He sang, his voice belting out each note perfectly and his fingers not missing a beat.

I recognised it as my favourite song in the world, he knew that all too well. Lullabies, by All Time Low. They'd always been one of my favourite bands and Alex had always been an inspiration to me, just as much as the rest of the band; I could just relate to him most. With his brother and all that, I could understand him and where these lyrics came from.

I hadn't realized in the midst of my thoughts I was crying.

"I'm sorry..." Luke said, cradling me against his chest.

"I miss him so fucking much." I told him, and he knew exactly what I meant. I lost my brother about 11 years ago to a drinking problem, hence the reason I related to the song so much.

"It's okay, he's in a better place now. He'd be proud of you; wherever he is. Lew loved you a fuck load, you know that." As much as I felt the need to cry now, I knew he was right.

"Do you want to go home now?" Luke asked, stroking my hair.

"One more song, please." I smiled, one more tear escaping.

"What would you like me to sing?" He asked, looking up from his guitar.

"Terrible Things. The Mayday one." I smiled.

He began the song, and I was in awe at how perfectly he did it.

A/N

This is shit at the moment I'm sorry! I have lots planned for this but I need to work upto it otherwise it will make no sense whatsoever hahahah, byee x