Recap
Jasmine I-I'm sorry... tell my mama that I love her."
Watching him,his hands trembling and his eyes bloodshot red.
He walked closer towards the edge of the bridge.
"LUCAS NOOOO!!" I cried out before hearing a splash.
Yn
"Is everything alright?" Steve the make up artist asked me.
"Huh?" I scrunched up my face and looked up at him through the mirror.
"Like at home?" He pointed towards my eye.
I froze for a minute realizing he was removing the foundation from around my eyes.
"I-."
Not thinking clearly it became hard for me to make up an excuse.
My eyes shifting back and forth between his and my reflection.
Hands beginning to shake uncontrollably.
A knot forms in the pit off my stomach, my chest begins to tighten.
Eyes began swimming with tears coming down with the remaining mascara, causing tunnel vision.
"Are you okay? C..Can you hear me?"
Not being able to speak I continued crying growing overheated.
Troy
Arriving at her house I quickly climbed out of her car rushing towards the door.
Getting my pants stuck on the railing. I roughly pulled away, tearing a hole into them.
"Shit."
Putting my hand onto it I pulled at the hanging piece of thread causing it to unravel more and become longer.
I sucked my teeth and let go off it.
Knocking on the door, I received no response. Growing worried I put my ear to it only hearing nothing.
What if she's passed out in there or what if she killed herself? Nothing but negative thoughts spreaded through my mind.
I pounded on the door again causing a hanging flower plant to drop.
Shattering into tiny little pieces scattered around with dirt.
Noticing a little white slip I pulled it from the dirty.
Flicking it to remove the remaining dirt from it.
Unfolding it I noticed it was a letter.
Dear Yn,
I'm sorry for letting you down. For not ever going to be able to give Leilani the experience of having a father. I know that I wasn't there to see her take her first steps or say her first word. And fled the state without telling anyone, but I promise it wasn't because of you. Maybe I should've thought long and hard about what I was leaving behind. There was never a day that went by without you crossing my mind. The thoughts of you finding a man and leaving me in the past. I'm sure that's how you felt as well. Only to be left alone for several years raising Leilani on your own. As I know it was my fault that your family shut you out, and there you were trying to defend me. In hopes that I would return one day. I did but around that time you had given up on me. As it appears to me your love for me has deteriorated. I couldn't imagine anyone else being the mother of my child, thank you for letting me be your first. It is clear to me that I'm deeply not wanted, so I'll take my self out. But not before taking full responsibilities for my actions. I'm sorry for all that I put you through and not being there to defend you. Leilani is the last thing you'll have to remember me by, so please take care off her. Cherish her keep her grounded and surrounded with your love. I promise one day we'll meet again until then.
Long Live Lucas ❤️
