Forever and Always

Kabanata 4

Kabanata 4

"She's awake."

"What are you doing here?!"

"B-babe.."

"What? Babe? God, ang kapal ng mukha mo!"

"W-what?"

"Shut up! Where's Jho?!"

"Please, calm down."

"Get out!"

I woke up feeling gloomy because of a terrible dream. Everything's coming back to me. How do I work on this?

"Okay ka lang ba?" Tanong ni Tots nung pasakay na ako sa kotse.

"Yup."

"Anong nangyari kahapon sa therapy mo?"

"Wala naman."

She sighed. "I missed my clingy flyfly."

I just smiled her. When we arrived at the Blue Eagles gym, she left agad dahil malelate na rin siya. Nandito na rin yung iba naming teammates.

"Si Tots yun?" Tanong ni Ate Ella sakin. Kasama niya sila Jho at Bea.

I nodded. "Yes po."

"Diba nagdadrive ka naman? Bakit ngayon hindi na?"

"Wala lang."

Magsasalita pa sana si Ate Ella nung nagsidatingan na mga teammates namin pati coaching staff.

"Guys, may announcement sila coach." Ani Ate Ly.

"Napagdesisyonan namin na, sa isang bahay nalang muna kayo tumira." Ani Coach Sherwin.

They were happy and I wasn't. I can't stay with them.

"Can uhm, can you make me an excemption po?" I asked.

They all looked at me. I saw hurt on ate Den's eyes. But their decision would affect me big time.

"Ayaw mo ba kami makasama?" Tanong ni Jia.

"No, hindi ganun."

"Pero bakit?"

I'm gonna lose myself.. "It'll be unfair kay Tots."

"Wait, do you guys stayed on one roof?" Ate Amy asked.

I nodded.

"What?!"

"Bakit?!"

I didn't say anything. I can't tell you, atleast not yet.

"I'm sorry, Maddie. But's final." Ani ate Mona.

I just nodded. I texted Tots na kailangan kong pumunta sa therapist ko mamaya, she said yes naman.

"Bakit ayaw mo tumira sa isang baha na kasama kami?"

Bea's being my stretching buddy now.

"Wala."

"Pero nakatira ka sa isang bahay kasama si Carlos."

"Ouch!" Reklamo ko. "What the hell is your problem?"

"What?" Inosente niyang tanong.

I glared at her. "Masakit. Wag mo diinan."

"It's stretching what do you expect?"

"Just shut up." Iritable kong sabi.

She laughed at me but I didn't smiled at her. I'm too tired to give her a reaction. I'm too tired at what's happening in my life.