Kairos: A Great KaiSoo Love Story

~ThirtyTwo~

DYO'S POV

Weeks had  already passed. Now, we're celebrating our second anniversary. We're here at the retaurant- Suho's favorite. 

While we're eating, I can't help but to be annoyed by the fact that Hyung's phone is constantly ringing.

"Can't you just put your phone in silent mode for awhile? We're eating." I said in irritated tone. It's rude because we're infront of the food. Plus, it ruining the moment...our moment.

"I can't Dyo. It's from work..." And it rings again. "Excuse me, but I have to take this." And he stands up and leave the room. (We reserved a private room for privacy.)

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUDGE DID JUST HAPPENED??!!

These past few months- Yes months, I noticed that he's changing. Suho is changing, towards me.

When we commit in this relationship, we both understood that we can't be too sweet whenever we're in public. I understand that it's partly because of his image as the CEO of his company, but when we're alone, just the two of us, he's been off. I mean, he's been acting weird infront of me. Like he's doubting- And it hit me...

It's not about sex, it's about the fact that maybe I'm not enough for him and he finds it on someone else...

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I was silent when he came back. All throughout the dinner and the ride back home, we're both silent. He kissed me on my cheeks, said our goodbyes and got out of the car immediately.

I hate this feeling...this familiar feeling of pain in my chest. It's a nausea.

I told Baek about it and now we're both crying like stupid teenage girls who got cheated on by their boyfriends.

"It sucks." He told while sobbing.

"Yeah...it is." I was sniffing and keeping myself from crying myself out again. I hated it. I really hate thinking bad thoughts about Hyung. It made me think that I don't trust him that much when I needed to. He's my boyfriend for fuck's sake! I feel like I'm a bad partner for not trusting Hyung...