What brings me the most sorrow is that I've learned to justify this behavior....
I have seen a rotten world-
Filled with lies and deceivers
So I did for me, a selfish need
But deep down I was still trying too-
Find a reason, a cause, a need, that allows me to bury that guilt with good intentions
But their is a savage compartment
that feeds, that indulges in the sins of life
So now I've become a thing-,
the hated, lost & broken would understand
Yet again I can't help but ask "Who am I?"
have I paid my dues for the sins of the past
Or will I suffer more-
At the hands of karma
Or will I be saved
