Stay or Go

The Impossible IS Possible

" Stop it Dj we're gonna get caught!" "I don't care anymore Mani." "What, since when?" Normani asked breaking the kiss and looking up at Dinah.

"Since right now, I don't care about anyone finding out anymore." Dinah said with a nonchalant demeanor. " Wait..." Normani hesitated turning her head to the side to look at Dinah with a confused expression. "I thought you said you'd wait for me Dinah." :sigh: "Do we have to talk about this now?"  "So all of a sudden you're tired of waiting for me."

"You know what Yes, Yes, Normani I am tired of waiting." Dinah said taking a step back from Normani. All I hear is Val this Val that rehearsal rehearsal oh yeah and more Val. I mean I rarely see you now, you spend more time with Val than you do with your own girlfriend."

Dinah paused realizing what she'd just said. Her and Normani had never technically made their status official.

"Soo.." Normani started. "You're switching up on me because you're jealous of Val? Are you serious right now DJ?"

"So serious, If we were out we wouldn't have these types of issues, and he would know his place."

"There isn't an issue you're just being an asshole because my whole world doesn't revolve around you for once.

First it was just come out to family & friends and now all of a sudden you want to just be out for the whole world to know because you're feeling some type of way. How selfish can you be?"

"No Mani you're the one being selfish you said wait for me and I waited, but damn girl how much time do you need. I feel like you're just using it as an excuse now.

You're always gone I mean I don't know what the fuck you're out there doing with him."

"Wow the amount of fuck boy in you never ceases to amaze me." "Pssh yeah whatever." Dinah replied before reaching around Normani to grab her mascara. " Maybe you should hit me up when you have some free time away from your  lil boyfriend." She said before walking out of the dressing room.

*"10 more minutes ladies!"
A voice yelled from down the hall. This was the last show the girls had before returning home to the states. Even with all of the mess going on with her and Dinah Normani was determined to make it a great one.

She took in a deep breath ready to mask in her facade. Before stepping out of the room she made sure to let go of any negative thoughts.

The stage was her sanction and when there, nothing before or after mattered.

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" Dinah...Dinah Jane?" "Hey what's up?" "Whats up,  I havent heard from you in a while. Everytime I've tried to call you it would go straight to voicemail, I just figured you were too busy." "Yeah, it was something like that."

"Yeah I figured, so how have you been?"  "I've
been good Nela just a little stressed from the tour but other than that I've been great."

"Good...Good." There was a long silence before Nela spoke. "I really miss you Dinah...out of all of my ex girlfriends you're the only one I can admit I was in love with." 

"Nela you dont have to..."   "Just listen for a minute. You're the only girl I know really loved me for me. All these other girls... they only care about what I can do for them. But you, you're different Dinah.

I want to give us another chance. You know, ...if some lucky guy hasn't snatched you up yet."

Me giving Nela another chance would end in turmoil without a doubt. However, I missed the simplicity of being with him. There was no worrying about what other people thought, no sneaking around, no fear of criticism, no making sure no one was watching when we kiss, it was just us. I truly missed that part of it.