Creepypasta x male (OC) child

Emotions are my enemy part 2

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Lost's POV.
After breakfast and laughing about slender wearing a 'kiss the cook' apron I felt slightly better and calmed
down. I help slender clean the dishes 'thank you child for helping me' he says and I nod "no problem" I hum as I dry the dishes he then speaks 'child...about your mission....I know what happened.' I stiffen and stopped drying the dishes if I had a heartbeat it would be pounding "y-yeah?" I softly ask 'I know your sad about it...I understand why you faked your death. And that was a good choice to make' before he would say anymore I felt myself become mad I slam the rag down on the counter and growl "SHUT UP! YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT HOW I FEEL!! IM TORN APART BY IT! I LOVED HIM AND DIDN'T WANT TO HURT HIM!!" I scream and shadow travel to my room hyperventilating and crying I scream and punch a standing mirror in my room making the glass shatter and my hand to bleed but I didn't care I couldn't feel the pain. I sink to the floor crying "none of them understand my pain....I'm so sorry jack I'm so so so sorry" I cry and curl up on the floor sobbing my nonexistent heart out. I soon calm down and clean up the glass and fix my hand I lay on my bed then grab my guitar and start to play and sing

"We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone"

I felt so connected to this song it expressed how I felt right now

"If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel"

I was confused on my emotions of what I felt. I close my eyes as I continue singing and playing

"Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?"

I wanted to feel jack's(not EJ) touch to see his face hear his voice. I felt a void in my chest longing for someone like himI felt as if the world was going to fast and spinning out of control. It was hard to think. I think I was crying while I was singing but I was too lost in the music

"I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?"

I yearned for jack's touch and knowing that I did that to him hurt like getting burned alive while lemon juice was poured on me

" Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden
That's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see"

I felt complete and happy with jack. Like I could trust him and not be afraid around him like the others make me feel.

"I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things
Will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?"

As I finish I open my tearful eyes and look up at the ceiling "I need someone to love me like you did jack....I need you" I look down and lay on my bed my back facing the door as I hold my sock monkey stitches close to me "why does it hurt so much stitches?" I talk to my stuffed animal then I feel something brush against my leg and a mew I sit up and see Grinny cat "oh...hello grinny" he mews and walks to up sniffing my mouth guard then licks the tears away nuzzling me "heh...I'm fine grin" he purrs as I pet him and lay back down as he snuggles into my arms "thanks" I softly say to him and he nods I fall asleep my head full of guilt and sadness

??? POV.
Well well well~ looks like your little proxy snapped at you slender heh~ oh what will happen next I'm just dying to know HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!
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