Forbidden Fantasies

Chapter 2: Emotions

The Weekend went by pretty quick and now it was back to Monday! Lord did I hate Monday's.

I attend an Early College program which meant I started off my 9th and 10th grade at this basic campus taking honors classes and once I hit my junior Year I was transferred to a community college where I would be able to graduate in 5 years with a high school diploma and an Associates Degree.

Now I was in my 5th year of the program Finally! When I tell y'all this early program shit was not easy!

I really missed out on all the cool stuff a normal person is supposed to do in High School, but on the bright side I had a lot of freedom.

Monday, Wednesday's, and Friday's I only had one class so that was a plus!

I got up and did my usual morning routine, and went to my closet and stood there for about 20mins trying to figure out what I was going to wear.

Even though I only had one class, doesn't mean I am supposed to dress like a bum. Those college students on that campus was Fine as Hell, and I can never look a mess!

I decide to go with some ripped biker black jeans, my bleached black hoodie that said "bout that life " on the front and my Wheat Timbs, and finished it off with my Gold chain and Earrings. Took one look in the mirror and was out the door.

I got to Bio class earlier then normal today so I had to wait outside with the rest of my classmates until the professor come and open the door.

While I was sitting there scrolling through the gram the dude Tj that sits in the front of the class comes and sits by me.

Tj was a nice looking dude. He was one of those dudes that's not like drop dead sexy, but if you really paid attention was a handsome guy.

He was light skin, about 5'11- 6'0, built, had a stubby beard, and kept his hair in this wild like Afro, but had twist formed throughout his hair.

He sat down and shot me a quick glance before he continued to scroll through his phone. Tj was also in my art class, he sat at the front as well in that class. I guess he felt he learned better in the front.

I on the other hand like to sit in the back of class that way I would be able to observe everyone in the class.

I didn't like sitting in the front because then if someone behind me is talking I have to turn around to see them, and always end up making eye contact with someone.

And it be that stare that feels like forever but in actuality y'all only stared at each other for a split second.

Class had finally ended. I began packing up my stuff when I happened to glance up to the front to see if Tj had left yet because that boy usually be out when class is over, but today I realized he was kind of taking his time packing up.

I gathered my things and began to walk toward the door when he walked up behind me and taped me on the shoulder.

"Hey! aren't you in my art class?" He said throwing his book bag over his shoulder

"Yeah I am, I think you sit up in the front, and I sit like the second row towards the back" I said shooting a quick smile

"I knew you looked familiar" he said smiling back

"Are you going  to the art museum this Thursday with the rest of the class" he asked continuing to walk towards the door

"Yeah I actually am, are you?"

"Hell yeah cause ain't nobody trying to write no book report on some old ass artist for the make up Assignment." He said laughing

"Yeah Man I know that's right" I said smiling back at him

"You want to catch a ride with me there, you know to save some gas, I know a couple of our other classmates was doing that" he said rubbing the back of his neck

I paused for a minute, replaying the words in my head.

"Umm sure... I definitely needed to save gas" I said jokingly

"Alright Cool! That's What's Up! Umm could I get your number so I can text you where to meet me on Thursday." He said handing me his phone.

I put my number in and handed it back to him.

"Alright Cool! See you Thursday" he said shooting me a grin before walking off.

Lord what did I just get myself into! Cause I know damn well I'm about to act stupid as Shit in this Man's car, and it's like a 35 minute ride there!

Could he possibly like me, or could I just be overreacting and all he's trying to do is be my friend.

This is the Shit that blows me. I get so caught up in my emotions that I can't even tell if a dude is hitting on me or just trying to be cordial!

Why Did This have to happen to me, why can't I just think about Women and getting Pussy like every a man is supposed to.

I just always have to Think about Men, and How they would look without clothes on, and how big there dick is! Ugh

This whole sexuality thing is confusing as Hell!

What Y'all Think is going to happen on the ride there???

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One Love ~ SueSue14