Forbidden Fantasies

Chapter 10: The Aftermath

~ TJ ~

It has been 3 months since that night that my dad and I had that whole blow out. That night I really felt that I lost my last living parent. He said some really hurtful words that night, that honestly I was never going to be able to forget, but he contacted me 2 days later before he left and told him to meet him for lunch before his flight to L.A.

~ The Sit Down ~

I walked into the Chili's and saw my father sitting in a booth in the corner

"Hi son, please take a seat," he said dryly

"So you called me here to cuss me out some more and tell me how I'm not your son anymore," he said with anger

"No son, that is not why we are here, and I would rather if you were more open to this the conversation instead of having your guard up,"

"I mean Dad, you said some really hurtful shit that day to me, like I was some random nigga in the street"

"I know and I apologize for that, you are my son, and I should of been more supportive, and your right, I haven't been in your life like I should've have been after your mother died, it's just I didn't know how to cope. I didn't know how to be a father, I didn't know how to be caring, so I did what I do best, and that was work," he said looking down in his hands

"I understand that dad, but that was when I needed you the most, I was young, I just lost my mother, the love of my life, I needed you there to tell me it was going to be okay, and you WASN'T! You Left, and that shit really scared me and made me gain a "Fuck Everyone mentality," I said tryin to hold back the tears

"Son I am genuinely sorry, and I want you to know that I am here now, and always be there for you, no matter who or what you like. You are my son, my blood, and the one that is going to carry on my legacy. I Love You! And nothing will ever change that," he said now hugging me

"Thank..... You......," I said balling my eyes out

"Now stop all this damn crying, I still didn't raise no sissy," he said cracking a smile

"We really needed this Dad, and I'm happy you except me for me," I said giving him dap.

~ Jason ~

I was so glade to hear that Tj and his dad made up. To be honest I didn't know what to do that night, I was just as shocked as his sister, like I really did not expect for that to the turn out.

It had really affected Tj, even though he didn't say it, his actions had said it for him, I really thought our relationship was going to end. He has become very snappy with me, and would go days without talking to me, and me being a Gemini, I put my guard back up, I wasn't going to be kissing nobody ass, I was trying to be there for him, but he was just pushing me away.

So after about a month of that going I had to talk some sense in his ass, and let him know he was about to loss me, and he needed to tighten up. He got it together after that. I'll tell you that. Plus I was missing my dick too... but that's beside the point.

I was now in my room getting ready for tomorrow. It was going to be a busy day. It was move in day at WSSU and I was nowhere ready.

"How's everything going in here, " my mom said poking her head in.

"Terrible I have literally nothing packed, and I honestly don't know what to pack, they say not to pack your whole closet, but I need everything in my closet!" I said placing my head against the wall

"Boy stop acting like a little baby, and let's get this together," she said walking in.

After about what seem like 5 hours I finally had everything packed and ready to go