Smile For Us Always

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Youngjae walked back at his dorm around 6:30 am. Leaving his hyungs still sleeping.

He yawned and stretched his stiff arms. Hearing his bones cracking satisfied him (not in like in a creepy way.)

He gets his keys and unlocked the door. He enters as he was meet by Coco barking at him. (A sign of welcoming him.)

He carries the small dog. Coco warms up into Youngjae's arms while he continued to brushed Coco's fur. He smiled at the adorable dog 

"Good morning my baby! Did daddy feed you already?" Youngjae asks it. (Even though, he know dogs can't talk.)

"Of course I do, Why the fuck do you think I won't feed our baby? " Youngjae let out a squeal, Alerting the white ball of fluff that he was holding.

"Geez, You scared me Mark hyung. Why are up early? You usually don't wake up at this hour. " He let coco down, who is runs inside of Mark's room.

"What? You don't know? I mean I'm still doing the laundry." Youngjae's eyes set on Mark's figure. He's wearing an oversize white T-shirt (which clearly belongs to Jackson) and black boxers.  Exhaustion was written to the older's face.

"Wait, you're still doing laundry? I thought you're already done." Mark just shrugged and goes to the kitchen which causing the younger to follow him. Youngjae was ready to scold the older but Mark cuts him saying-

"I kinda fall sleep when I'm doing the laundry and I woke up when I heard Coco whining-" Mark nonchalantly tells to the younger while making a coffee. Youngjae let out a sigh when he sit down in the chair.

"You forgot something, young man." Youngjae raised his eyebrows at the older when he pointed at his cheeks and opened his arms, The younger tries to stifled his chuckles but went to Mark's arms and kissed his cheeks.

It's their way of saying "Good morning" and definitely "How-Friendship-Works-On-Markjae-101" and clearly "Not-so-Domestic-Couples", They always laughed at others that thinks that they're in a relationship. Both of them bluntly denied that they are not.

(Youngjae obviously knows that Mark has a undeniable crush on Jackson and Youngjae is not gonna refuse to admit because he always saw the two of them flirting non-stop.)

"Oh and don't think I forgot that you will tell me everything what happened with your lover boys." Mark snickered evilly as the older flicked the younger's forehead, Making the younger whine while holding his forehead.

"You're so mean hyung. Just be quiet or I'm not telling you everything." Mark just rolled his eyes but he shut himself up. (Silently giving Youngjae a mischievous stare and wiggling his eyebrows.)

Youngjae noticed Mark's stare at him. He slap the older's chest, Making Mark groaned and held into the spot that Youngjae hit him. "Hey! That freaking hurts Choi Youngjae!" 

Youngjae giggled, patting his chest lightly. "But you still love me, Mark Oppa." He said in a high pitch.

Mark cringes at the honorific he received as he pushed the younger away from him.

"Eww, Stop letting your kinky gay shit out."

Youngjae ignored the 'kinky gay shit' cause he always do it for fun. He likes seeing his friends be embarrassed. (He remembered when he calls Jinyoung 'Oppa' instead the usual honorific,  Making Bambam looked at him horrified  and said "I am disowning you. " Jinyoung reacts differently like he avoided Youngjae in the rest of the day with a red faced. )

"Like you're straight, Mark Tuan. You looked at Jackson like he's a prey! Everyday!"

"Whatever Jae."

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"Wait- So, You only sleep with them? Like no legit fucking?" Youngjae face flushed red. 

"EWWW! Hyung what the fuck?! WHY WE WOULD DO THAT?!" Mark groaned loudly when Youngjae keeps on hitting on him.

"It's the most greatest opportunity that was given to you yet you avoided it? I can't believe you." Youngjae looked away from the older beside him. He never admitted it but he doesn't really know how sex works.

He's old enough. Yes, he is but he never watched porn in his entire life. His entire life in his hometown is only studying, playing games, eating and sleeping. He never bothered to watching them because he thought it only waste his time.

"Well, It's not my fault that I didn't know how sex works. " He whispers but Mark clearly hears him.

"Wait! So you don't have a clue about fucking!?" Youngjae slowly nod at him.

"So, Have you watched porn?" Youngjae shook his head. Mark's eyes widened because it's impossible not to watched porn and he can't believe that Youngjae doesn't know it.

  "Well, I do know what it means- Sex is where two opposite gender shares intimate because they love each other very dearly but I don't know they do it."  

"But I do know how people who have sex will look after. " Youngjae proudly told Mark,  which causing him to almost fall on the couch.  

"Wait then you don't know how sex works, right?" Youngjae nods again. "But you know how they will look like afterwards?! Are you sure you haven't watched porn? How the heck you know?"

Youngjae nibbles his lips. Eyes darting in the other way. "My parents did 'it' when I was a child. I was curious at that time but I told myself that it's bad. So, Instead of interfering what they're doing, I read in the book that if you see someone's appearance disheveled. It means that they are having sex! Just what I thought,  Their appearances are messier than before. That made me assumed that they done 'it'"

Youngjae tells him. There is a silence between, Making the younger thinks anxiously but before he could blurt some excuses to save himself from this situation. Mark pats his shoulder. (It's a sign where Mark understands it.)

"It's alright, I'm kinda cool about it but did they already talk you about it?"

"They did!"Use condom" that's what they only said. It's kinda weird but I keep it in mind always!" Mark feel like his soul coming out because he's talking to someone that has no 100 % knowledge about sex yet the younger is not that so innocent ("Maybe?" he always thought.)

"You know what, Let's just avoid talking that topic again cause our real topic right now is your two lover boys not having sex." Mark sip his cold coffee then place it again in the table.

"That's like your 5th cup, hyung. You're gonna palpitate if you're gonna keep drinking coffee." Mark just smiles at him and ruffles his bedhead hair.

"I know but I don't care because we're talking about your love life and as well your sex life. So, are you planning at confessing your undying blah blah love to both them?" 

Youngjae let out a frustrated sigh at the question. He really does adored them so much but he only know that them liking him will only live as one of his fantasies. (Innocent yet playful fantasies.)

"I'm not gonna interrupt their perfect love life. I'm alright just admiring them in the distance."

"So, What are you going to do about it when they discovered?

The question caught him off guard. He anxiously looks at his mug.

"I really don't know.. "

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Hey guyyyss.. I know this chapter is late af and I have a reason about it. I've stressed out about what words I'm gonna put in here and being a non native English speaker doesn't really help also but I hope you all forgive me for not updating so fast. (I'm also sad because I didn't go to BTS concert but I'm still okay.)

I see you guys in the next chapter. Bye~!

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