Our Love // Ambrollins

Chapter 30 ~ Explanations To Him

Chapter 30 ~ Explanations To Him

Heath didn't want to do this. He didn't want to go to Dean's house and explain to him what Roman wished. He hated Roman's guts, but he couldn't tell the Dean the truth; he couldn't tell Dean what he had done to Seth.

Taking a deep breath, Heath shook his head and stepped out of his vehicle, staring at Dean's front door. This was the place him and Seth had stayed at together, and Heath knew that Dean would be here, despite his heart being broken. 

Dean loved Seth and always would, no matter what he claimed. Everyone, including Roman, new the full truth. Roman, however, decided to disregard this fact. He was too entranced with Dean to see that the lunatic hadn't truly felt the same; he was using the Samoan as a backup. He wanted someone to love him when Seth was no longer in his life.

Roman allowed Dean to use him, and he liked it. He enjoyed being able to hold Dean, to screw him anytime he pleased, and to have a companion to call his own. He had never had someone who meant so much to him before Dean, which is why he clung to him. 

He hadn't had very good luck with relationships before that, either. He had a couple of girlfriends who broke up with him due to complications, and then he realized he was gay. His attraction to men was strong and when he met Dean, he knew it was love at first sight. Something told him that Dean also had an attraction to men, and that the two would work perfectly together, hence why he tried his hardest to get him. 

Heath knew this, but he chose not to hold anything against him. He wasn't like Roman and he was not going to stoop to that blockhead's level.

He knocked on the door, waiting silently for Dean to answer. His breathing was heavy with anticipation, his heart thumping in his chest eagerly. He was afraid to tell Dean all of this; he didn't want to  break Dean's heart even more. Friends don't lie to friends, so why is he doing this? 

Because he didn't want to break Dean more than this by telling him the full truth. 

If he told Dean the truth, his entire world would come crumbling down right before his eyes. He didn't want to make Dean question who to trust. He didn't want Dean to stress out over this phenomena. He didn't deserve to have to worry about such insignificant things while being pregnant, and Heath was there to stop it. 

The door finally opened to reveal a red-eyed Dean, who was sniffling and filling his face with a bowl of ice cream drowned in chocolate syrup and cherries. The chocolate stuck to his top lip, reminding Heath of a child who had just eaten their desert. 

"Oh, hi," Dean said with a mouth full of food. "You can come in." 

Heath nodded and entered. "What kind of ice cream?" 

"Vanilla," Dean answered, swallowing the spoonful. "Seth's favorite." 

Heath bit his lip. "Yeah, I remember that." 

"There's some left in the freezer if you want some," Dean informed him. "Help yourself." 

"I'm alright, but thanks," Heath responded and sat on the couch with Dean after taking a look around. "How have you been holding up?" 

Dean shrugged, shoveling more food into his mouth. "I honestly don't know. I feel like I'm doing alright and then I start thinking about the ring on the floor and I start bawling. I feel like a child. And I shouldn't because I'm going to be a parent soon! I can't be a child if I'm having one!" 

"Dean, calm down," Heath cooed, rubbing Dean's knee softly. "It's okay to feel this way. What happened was hard on you, especially since you're pregnant."