Our Love // Ambrollins

Chapter 1 ~ Can't Get Over You

Chapter 1 ~ Can't Get Over You 

"Our love isn't something you can just take for granted, Seth," Dean huffed, pacing back and forth. "You act like all of this is just some sick game when it's not. This is somebody's heart you're playing with."

"Talk about over dramatic," Seth mumbled, rolling his eyes before sitting down on the couch. He stared around, seeing all of the pictures Dean had up of the two of them together, the sweet memories of what they've done together coming to mind.

"Over dramatic?" Dean scoffed, stopping himself. He crossed his arms, a hurt expression on his features. "We're talking about our fucking relationship, Seth. It's obvious I'm the one who cares too much when it comes to us. I mean, take a look around! All I have are things of you and I. Do you wanna know why? Because I love you."

Seth felt a bit sorry for his actions. He knew he shouldn't have said that, but he wanted Dean to understand his predicament. It wasn't like he wanted to go through it, no matter what Dean wanted to believe.

"Dean, I love you more than you'll ever know. You mean the world to me," Seth said, standing up in front of his boyfriend. He grabbed his hands, holding them in his as he forced Dean to make eye contact. "I don't want to do this. It bothers me that The Authority wants me to turn on you guys. However, it's out of my power and I have absolutely no say in what goes on. Just know that no matter what, you'll always have a special place in my heart."

Seth leaned over and pressed a kiss to Dean's lips, feeling his lover reply by making it rougher. He was rubbing Seth's sides as they continued on, things get heated between the two of them. Seth had this ability to lighten Dean's mood by being intimate with him, this being one the ways.

Dean pulled away. "Then why don't you act like it?" he questioned, biting his lip as he was afraid of the answer he'd receive. "If I mean as much to you as you say, why does it seem like you're distant?"

"I'm not distant," Seth replied quickly, as if he were hiding something. Dean removed himself from Seth, crossing his arms. "I'm not trying to be, at least."

"Well, you are. Am I making you unhappy?" Dean asked, Seth immediately engulfing him in a hug. Dean had always been the insecure one of the relationship and Seth knew that, so every time Dean acted like this, he knew exactly how to bring him back up. "I'm just scared, Seth."

"Scared of what?"

"Losing you." 

Those words struck Seth right in the heart. His eyes teared up as he replayed the words in his head.

"Same goes for me."

~

"Why didn't you just say it, Seth? Why couldn't you have told me you were afraid of losing me, too?" Dean mumbled to himself, wiping at his eyes that were tearing up.

He got up, taking in a deep breath as he stared at himself in the mirror. His hair was everywhere, but it didn't matter to him because there was no point in fixing it just for it to get ruined it once more the next time he had a breakdown.

A knock on the door snapped him out of his thoughts, to which he was thankful for. He was going to drive himself crazy if he kept thinking about Seth. He went to see who was there, only to see a big Samoan in front of him.

"Hey, Dean," Roman greeted, flashing a friendly smile. "Can I come in?"

"Uh, yeah, come on in." Dean moved out of the way to allow Roman in before slamming the door shut, following behind his guest.