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Finally!
I got promoted to a new class that means new books , new teachers and the best part a new section . Most of the people were unhappy with new section thing but at the end of this session this is exactly what I wanted ............
But still my eyes just don't match my words or may be I drank excessive water and it is coming , it is because the last class wasn't bad but somehow things just didn't work the way we wanted them ...
So I can just hope and wish that something better comes and if not I will try not to lose hope and don't change the way I look at things because of the simple fact You live and you Learn .
Actually last session was not as  bad as I had lost Gold but in return received Platinum though after a lot of suffering but that made eventually made me stronger , gave me experience and taught me to not get affected easily .
Well I am Erica I know I should have told you earlier but I can't help it and hopefully you will get used to it .
So tomorrow is going to be a  new day, new class , new friends and hopefully some amazing memories .
This is what I call expectations I know and I try hard not to expect anything from anyone because Expectations lead to disappointment which makes you feeble and sad.  If you stay upset for a long time then depression sets in which makes you feel like you are close to your end,
and  I don't wanna die I want to live , travel , explore and do so much more .




So basically we shouldn't expect but that's what I end up doing

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So basically we shouldn't expect but that's what I end up doing .

This is what you call Overthinking which just adds stress and problems to your life well sometimes ( The key word being SOMETIMES ) It turns out to be good and most or majority of times makes things difficult.
But what I love about myself is that I don't have any illusions ,  my strengths and my weaknesses are known to me  and I mostly find solution to all my problems , It would be untrue  if I take all the credit for solving my problems  because I do have my  human diaries , which pull me out of every situation. 
At times I wonder how  people keep within themselves as after a  point of time we all need someone's shoulder to lean on .

Well I am definitely not one of them but the one who is busy in her little group or her own space . Few people who know you enough that you don't need to explain yourself , I don't like a mob or just too many people specifically when I have never interacted with them and I know I should be more social that's what all my friends keep telling me but trust me I am trying ...........
And after thinking about life for an hour or more I finally decide to do what I should have done an hour earlier that is to sleep otherwise the next day might be exhausting and I won't be able to enjoy it ........

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