There Is So Much Going In My Mind .....

It's time to Turn Over a New Leaf

Unbelievable

Simply unbelievable

So finally Lasya came today and I was so curious and it was so silly of me to think that it was going to be something important ...

* Sigh *

So the important thing was that she had seen a picture of a person on Internet and was crazy about it and at that time I just felt like banging my head .
I mean like cmon who does like this but then she wasn't an ordinary person she was Lasya who was weird and crazy but somehow we got along really well and then I was about to tell her what happened yesterday ; Anderson had messaged me but being in different sections had its own disadvantages ....

As I entered my class I saw Anderson and was about to ask him but I didn't as I thought that it would turn out to be a bit weird and awkard so I turned towards Lisa ; a girl I would like to admire , she way too helpful and caring and had a wonderful soul we became really good friends I thought that we won't get along as things are a bit different with me so it took time but now we were good friends ...

The lectures went on but this class always dragged my attention towards itself ; It was Life skill :

The only class where I felt we could say what we felt . It was always interesting as you could know how the other person feels without even that person knowing as most of the children didn't bother to listen but some did.
The topic for today is Flaws In Ourselves

It seems to be a very simple topic but there is so much we all want to tell , we all want to express but end up keeping it to ourselves. We all have a side which is hidden from the World yet known to our tiny little world ...

And my thought process started

" The things I don't like about myself :
● Even after knowing the consequences I overthink and expect a lot more that I should
● I speak a lot and end up telling way too much and mostly the things which aren't that necessary "

And then I was interpreted by a shake given by Lisa and I realised that it was my turn to speak and she saved me from that embarrassment and then , I stood up to I had so much to say yet I was Blank but I finally said that

" I am completely fine and everything going great without any problems and I guess other people would know my flaws better than me " and giving the teacher a smile I sat down but deep inside I knew that nobody knew me better than I did ...

In the recess I had planned a to tell Lasya about the message thing but I then it just slipped from my mind actually it didn't but I have had many annoying experiences with him mainly because of the name he gave and did want to keep things simple this time that's why and I had a plan to forget about it and hopefully I will and start everything all over again .