There Is So Much Going In My Mind .....

Is a change coming ?

As soon as I entered the school my eyes were only looking for a crazy looking monkey jumping from one place to another ( Lasy) but I was unable to find her and so I took a really hard decision which was to wait till recess and somehow today the classes seemed just too long but still I waited and as soon as the bell rang I rushed to her class and then I came to know that she was absent and now I really wish that at least 1 murder was allowed ...

I really want to kill this girl how can she even think of doing this to me knowing the fact that I don't like this suspense thing at all .

And still she was absent leaving me with that mystery which was to be disclosed today .

And now I need to wait for 24 more hours or may be less and that's just too bad but that little devil must be enjoying it and I hope that the news turns out to be something worth waiting for though the I am pretty sure that it won't but I don't have a choice for now and I hate her for that ...

But then suddenly I started wondering about

How strange it is that the one whom we want to kill is the one whom we want to never lose; to stay with us forever, the one whom we claim to hate we end up loving the things which make us hate them , the one who irritates and annoys us is the one who ends up bringing a smile on our face isn't is strange , really Strange I would say .

How confusing feeling are , how weird emotions are ,how priceless friendsip is and we all are nothing without it just Nothing.

We humans are definitely weird , each one so different and so beautiful and so hard to be understood.

And then I rushed back to my class as the bell had rung .
Then the classes went on and there was a lot of work to be done ; assignments ,projects and activities and so much more ...

Going back to home is the worst process because you will always come across small kids who are way too curious and want to know everything and if somehow they are quite which happens rarely then senior students who I don't know find which kind of happiness in laughing and taking just too loud and forgetting the fact that other people are around and the cherry on the top of the cake is that you cannot do anything ....

Finally !

I have reached to my room and collapsed on bed and this is one of best feelings one can have .

After wrapping the blanket around myself and giving a really tight hug to my soft little pillow I decided that I would start my work shortly but after a nap .

It is 8 !!

God ! I don't know how I managed to do this .
And were is Ma she usually wakes me up . I know it sounds childish but can't help it ..
And then I checked my phone 12 MISSED CALLS .....

How could I forget the fact that today Ma wouldn't be able to come home as she had to go out of station for work .

But then I noticed that 10 were from Ma and the other 2 were from an unknown number and before the Sherlock Homes inside me instigated to know everything about that no. I stopped myself and first decidedto complete at least some of my assignments .

Finally now I feel that I have done something productive and now I should give myself some reward and do justice with my hungry tummy so I proceed to the kitchen.

After the amazing food which Ma had packed for me , I checked my phone and with the saw no. a msg was there I became more suspecious and opened it and it was from my classmate Jay Anderson who can even be referred as Anderson or better would be Mr . annoying .

People forget what they do to you but you often tend to remember it at least in my case ; Anderson ! oh how can I not remember him ...

Many people didn't like me but he was the one to show it I clearly remember that in the previous class he was the one who came up with an offending name no not that offending but at least it wasn't pleasing at all .

I really didn't want to help that annoying being but putting the past aside I did send him and then went to sleeep.

Though only one question which was revolving around my head which was how did he get this no. but I decided not to overthink and sleep but somehow I felt that something is gonna change something different was going to happen and I just don't know what ...