There Is So Much Going In My Mind .....

A New Start

Surprisingly today everything was different, not in a bad way but still I wasn't able to believe my very own self .
I woke up on time which is literally a miracle and trust me when I say it . Then I had breakfast which is definitely done once a blue moon as I mostly wake up late .

But today,
                    Today was different and may be because of the fact that I had been waiting for it to happen with a hope for something good to happen , something better than yesterday.

That is when Ma's  voice dragged me   out from the train of my thoughts and  I realised that is it time to leave for school  now .
I took my bag and rushed towards the bus but ,....... but I felt  incomplete as if I am missing out something, something really important but then I thought that may be I am just thinking a lot .
I sat on my usual  place which is  next to a senior girl , both of us prefer silence rather than just uttering rubbish or spreading Gossips .
It isn't that we don't talk , we do talk but about significant things , things that matter. 
I am not saying that Gossip isn't significant it is jus......t
Ummmm just well yaa it totally isn't  significant.

I could still sense that Something was wrong as all the eyes were fixed upon me .
And and and Guess what ?!!!
I had not tied up my Hair !!!!

I was literally in a shock  more like in a dilemma as this act was totally unlike me ; something which I can't  even dream of doing .

I felt like running away more than that to reverse time just like Dr.Weirdo and set everything  right .

( Character of the movie : Dr. Strange
Actor : Benedict Cumberbatch
I prefer  calling him Dr.Weirdo for some weird reason )

How could I be so stupid and dumb that I didn't realise that my hair wasn't tied  !!!

Oh Good Lord how can I manage be like this !!!!?

But then I decided to Calm Down as now the deed has been done so let's face it then .

I was pretty lucky that in our school there were no restrictions on these things but more than that I never ever kept my hair untied in school it just made me feel safer for some sort of reason .

I mean like I have always been the good girl who follows the rules and that sort of kid yaa exactly that is who I am and  I  never was nor am I  interested in make-up or glamour.

I just love myself the way I am ; the unedited original one and only edition which I am .

All those people in the bus knew this thing and that was the reason why they were starting at me and I don't blame them but the fact is that  I gotta be like this the whole day .

As I entered the school premises trying to avoid any eye contact with anyone and walked faster than usual . But you know things don't happen the way we want at least in my case they just don't.
I heard someone calling Erica I am pretty good at identifying voices and  I knew  who was it ; She is  Lasya . 
She isn't just a friend she is the one of the best things I have ever had or simply my bestie .

( I know it sounds really Cheesy  but sometimes you gottta do such stuffs )

She stopped me and was literally starting at me and making things more awkward for me and as I was about to speak she Screamed and that  surely was enough for each and everyone to leave whatever they were doing and to look at both us .

And all my efforts turned out to be useless  all thanks to Lasya .

I had to drag her  aside to calm her down but before I could even utter a single word and tell her , she started to rain me with her questions and sarcastic comments as she really wanted this to happen I always denied .
When she was done with her rubbish, I was told her exactly  how it happened and she shamelessly interpreted and said ,
" Whatever the reason is I am really happy "
And my response was obvious and that was
"You know I really hate you "
Then comes the  typical Lasya thing that was ,
" I love you too"
With a cheeky smile on her face .

The only thing that dislike about my new section is that Lasya isn't there with me  but then I look at the brighter side ; we can catch up in the recess and when the school is over and cherish each and every moment that time .

And that's  when the Bell rang indicating us that It is time to begin a fresh and  New Start .