The Alpha's Children

Chapter 24

"You need to stay away from me. I mean it. I reject you. I'm done."

"But I love you my little angel. We're mean't to be." I scowled and shook my head feeling the anger starting to bubble over inside of me.

"No. You're evil and I want nothing to do with you. You're being an asshole and if you really cared about me you would let me go! You wouldn't damn the person you love to Hell. That isn't love."  A look came across his face that I had never seen before and I watched curiously as he met my eyes and nodded. The next second he was gone. 

I felt my heartbeat slowly return to normal and I quickly pulled myself together before going back into Charlie's room. The bed was a mess and the door was open with no Charlie in sight. I sighed and sat on the bed for a moment trying to solve all of the problems in my head.

It wasn't like me to be seeing two guys at once, but I was truly conflicted. I loved both of them, but at the same time part of me began to fear Luke when he got angry. It made sense because he was an Alpha, but that didn't mean I wasn't allowed to be scared. I laid my head back on the pillow and felt myself begin to cry. I felt weak and I felt dumb. I was never meant to be an Alpha's daughter because I couldn't handle anything. I love Charlie and I love Luke. I pulled the cover over my head and pulled my knees to my chest. 

I was a slut. It wasn't as if I was purposely dating two guys, but I don't know how to choose. It seems as if the choice should be obvious, but I have no idea what to do. Outside, I could hear my brother's talking to Charlie, so I wiped my eyes and relaxed myself before crawling out of bed and trudging to the kitchen where everyone was. 

They all looked at me and I looked away, knowing that my brother's knew. They would hate me now for sure. I grabbed a waffle and went back to my own bedroom and crawling under the covers. I nibbled on the waffle a bit, trying to stop myself from crying. I glanced at the clock and frowned. English class was soon and I had no desire to go. 

I finished the waffle and dragged myself out of bed before lazily dragging myself to the closet. I grabbed a grey hoodie and a pair of leggings and put them on before putting my hair in a messy bun. I put enough make up on so no one would know that I had been crying and slipped on a pair of red converse. 

I left my room and quickly left the dorm before anyone could talk to me. My feet dragged themselves to the elevator and I sighed as it hit the bottom. My eyes stayed focused on the ground as I walked all the way to my English class and sat in the back corner, out of sight. Eventually, Drake came in and sat beside me and I did my best to fake a smile. 

He looked confused and began to rub my back, asking if I was okay. I nodded and just said that I didn't want to talk about it and he let it go. Class began and Charlie walked in a few minutes late, sitting in the front row. Josh began to talk about poetry and I rested my head on the desk. My life replayed in my mind and I frowned. 

I didn't have anything to be proud of. I had nothing. I jumped when the bell rang and everyone darted out of class, including Drake and Charlie. Josh sat at his desk and frowned at me. I walked towards him and he watched me warily. I sat on the desk in front of his and gave him a small smile.

"I don't know what to do."

"Aria, you know I can't make that decision for you."

"Just tell me to choose Luke! Come on Josh! You need a Luna and Luke is my fucking mate. There shouldn't be anything to think about!"

"But there is Ar. And sadly, I can't change that." I sighed and grabbed my bag before leaving the room. I walked straight to the shady tree and laid down underneath it. The clouds floated around above my head and I could hear birds chirping all around me. Everything was peaceful and just for a moment it felt like all my problems were gone. 

It wasn't until I saw a shadow looming over me that I looked away from the clouds. Jase stood there, looking at me with a guilty expression. He sat beside me and wrapped an arm around me. I laid my head on his shoulder and he rubbed my arm. 

"I'm sorry I wasn't there for you Aria." 

"You didn't know. I shouldn't have left Luke's place. I don't know what to do Jase."

"Sis, you need to follow your heart. You can't let your mind run wild with these crazy ideas. You're overthinking. Just do. Don't think about it." I nodded and gave him a tight hug. I had no idea where I would be without my brothers. He hugged me back and kissed the top of my head before telling me to go figure my life out with a chuckle. I smiled. The first real smile that I was able to do the entire day.

I walked away and knew that Jase was right. Follow my heart. That's what I had to do.

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A/N: IM SO SORRY THAT THIS WAS SUCH A SLOW UPDATE! I'VE HAD NO TIME TO WRITE AND JUST REALLY DIDNT KNOW WHAT I WANTED TO DO WITH THE STORY. I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKED IT. LOVE YA DARLINGS<3

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