Stan x kyle I hate that I love you

The crush

Kyle's P.O.V

I was walking to the bus stop so I get to school but I was mostly excited to see my super best friend, the one and only Stan Marsh. When I went to the bus stop I didn't see stan at all. I thought he was late but I ended up asking Kenny if Stan was ok.

"Kenny, is Stan ok he's never late?" "No I haven't seen Stan yet. Why do you like him?" Kenny said and smirked, "Yeah I like him as a friend." I answered

"No as a crush." Kenny said. "What n-nooo what are you talking about?" I was blushing like crazy when Kenny asked me that. But I do like stan that way. I just never told anyone about it. "I don't know Kenny I really don't know." I lied, Kenny sighed and said "Well tell me facts about him." Shit damn it Kenny you always do this crap!

Well I guess I'll play along. "Oh ok then, let's see oh Stan has his blue eyes that looks like a cristle, and his cute smile that brightens the whole room." Then Kenny was looking at me funny then said. "See you do like Stan so when are you going to tell him?" I blushed I should've just ran off and just died in a hole. "Never I can't ruin our friendship." I said to Kenny.

"Kyle what can ruin our friendship? You know that we'll all ways been super best friends no matter what." Shit! Where did he come from?!? What the hell?!? I hope Stan didn't hear Kenny telling me that I like stan like that, even though I already knew. Then I started crying out of no were, then I felt someone pull me close and started hugging me.

I wondered who was hugging me. So I looked up and saw Stan. I blushed like crazy, hopefully Stan doesn't see my face. "Kyle what's wrong?" I couldn't lie to him but to be fair I had no idea. So I guess I have to tell him. NOT THAT I LOVE HIM!!

That I had no idea. "Stan I don't know." I said truthfully. "If you don't want to tell me that's fine, but remember I'm always here for you." Stan said in a soft tone. "Ok thanks Stan." I said "Welcome dude."

Skipping to lunch

"Hi Mr.C" I said looking at the food. "Hey Kyle what do you want for lunch today?" Mr.C asked me. "Anything is fine Mr.C" I say not really caring what I eat. "Ok here have my home made pasta." He said handing me a plate of pasta. "Thank you Mr.C and this looks good." I smiled. "Thank you kyle tell me if you like it then maybe I could give some to the principal."

I said ok and I went to sit where we always sit man high school is so boring this year. "Hey jew." Cartman said "Hi fatass" I say back and start eating. "You know I'm not fat anymore stupid jew." Cartman said as he crossed his arms. It's true his mom made him eat healthy food and made him run like a mile, to be honest I think it's so fucking funny. "So I still call you fatass and you still call me a jew so fair enough." I said hoping he'll leave me alone, I wasn't in the mood.

"Fine but I still want to be friends with you, and you know I changed in 4th. Annndd I'm still dating Heidi." Cartman said eating his apple. I sigh. "Fine then I'll stop calling you fatass." I tell him "Really?" He asked not excepting that as an answer. "Yeah now shut up or I change my mind." I said rolling my eyes. "Ok, oh hi Stan." Cartman said, wait did he say Stan? Fuck...... "Hey cartman what's up?" Stan said to Cartman, as he sat down. "I've been good. Uh Kyle are you ok?" Cartman asked worried. Shit am I really crying again. Why am I crying? Why do I always start crying when Stan is near me? Oooohhhh I think I may know why. Maybe it's because that's how I act in front of my crush well shit I know that Stan will never feel the same way.

Then once again stan hugs me but this time I hugged back then I saw Wendy. "Stan! Why are you hugging him? You never hug me?" Wendy said pouting. Stan looked at Wendy and said. "Sorry Wendy Kyle is just crying over something." "What is he crying about!" Wendy asked crossing her arms. "I don't know, he doesn't want to tell me and that's fine."

"Well fine then. Kyle can I talk to you real fast? In private?" Wendy looked at me. "Uh sure Wendy?" Why does Wendy want to me in private? "Can I ask you something?" Wendy asked me. "Um Yeah what's up?" I said confused. "Do you like stan?" She asked "Like what?" Hoping that she doesn't know about my feelings over him.

"A crush?" She asked as she tilted her head. "Uh maybe." I say hiding my secret from her. "TELL ME NOW! YOU KNOW I COULD KICK YOUR ASS!!"  She threatened "Ok! Yes I like Stan." I say, so she doesn't hurt me. "Ok thank you but stay away from him." She said walking away. "What hell no." I said, she stopped walking and looked back at me.

"Kyle I don't want a fucking fag hanging around him." She said coldly. "Oh so now you give a shit? You know that Craig and Tweek are fags and you don't give a shit about it!? When it comes to me you give as fucking shit oh hell no." Then Wendy comes and kisses me out of nowhere! I push her away and yelled "Why did you do that?!" "Two reasons, 1. I'm starting to like you, and you like stan so now I can't ask you out, 2. You can't be a fag on school campus." I looked at her in a confused look, then said.

"This is dumb Wendy, you found out my crush and you still ended up kissing me." Wendy rolled her eyes, "Well I thought it will make up your mind and stop liking boys." This lady bugs how in the hell can Stan put up with her shit?  "Well I'm not gay." Wendy looked at me and asked. "Wait your not?" I shrug. "Nope I'm bi." Wendy stood there in shock. "Oh still stay away from him."

She finally said. "No you can't stop me!" I yelled. "I'll make you mine Broflovski!" She said getting mad. "Sure what ever." I went back to the lunch room and started crying because Stan's right there. "Kyle?" Kenny asked "Who said that?" I asked really not paying attention to the person. "Me Kenny duh." Kenny said then laughed "Uh sorry." I said "You ok?" Kenny asked. I decided to give him a note, so I did just that, I gave him a note thank god Stan didn't notice because he was talking to cartman. I look at Kenny as he read the note. "I cry when I'm next to Stan."

Kenny gave me the note back. "Oh well sorry dude and I just talked to Stan and we were talking about you." Kenny told Stan I was gay and I like him? I wrote in the note and handed back to Kenny. "Why?" Kenny laughed and wrote then gave it back to me. "Calm down I didn't tell him about you. He told me something that I'm not aloud to tell you,so.....can't tell you." I wanted to know what stan was hiding maybe he likes me back? But it's hard to tell because he got rid of the habit of barfing in front of his crushes.

Arthurs note: hope you liked the first chapter and this is my first story tell me what you think about it so fair. Have a nice day☺☺☺☺ and the the lunch part about Mr.C I put ha be in my home made pasta I looked at it and said ok then I'm not putting at in there. If you having any questions about the story go right ahead and ask away.