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*Chloe POV*

We parked the car and went straight into the mall

Lilah was walking in between me and Josh so we could keep a close eye on her but she quickly wanted to be picked up once she saw all the people in the mall

Josh and I both suffer from anxiety so we both took a deep breath and walked in Lilah had her grip tight on me like her life depended on it "Lilah sweetie lemme see those beautiful eyes of yours" I said so she can pick her head up

She looked at me gave me a kiss on my cheek and put her head back down we headed to Children's Place and started looking for clothes she picked out most of her clothes Josh and I approved for most of it

Lilah looked so happy and she couldn't stop saying thank you to us she so precious, Josh felt like spoiling her so he went to the Disney store to go by her some toys

I dropped them at the Disney store because I needed to go by myself a costume for my birthday party

I'm going to be a Greaser from the book the Outsiders, Jenna Josh Tyler and Debby decided to be greasers with me I love them

So I had to pick up a black leather jacket "Josh don't buy things you can't afford" I said giving him a kiss and leaving him with Lilah

I was in H&M looking for the one item I need once I found it and bought it I was making my way back to Josh and Lilah

Then out of no where someone pushed me into a little crevice that separated two stores I got up "Hey!" I yelled and a large muscular man stood over me

"Remember me" he said flexing his muscles

I was terrified "I'm not scared of you" I said trying to believe what I was saying he got all red "You took my daughter away from me" he growled and got closer to me

"No you took her away from yourself" I got up and he looked so pissed and then all of a sudden the side of my face was bleeding and he was gone

I quickly ran to find Josh because I thought the man was going to take Lilah away I called Josh

"JOSH! get lilah and get the hell out of the mall right now Josh we don't have time" I said running to the car and waiting for him

"Chloe what's wrong" he asked getting nervous

"JOSH NO TIME GET OUT NOW" I yelled though the phone he obeyed and he quickly came over with many shopping bags and Lilah in his hands I sighed a sigh of relief that they made it out there together

They got into the car Josh buckled Lilah up and he sat in the front seat I started driving and Josh just stared at me "So uh what" he said "What's wrong"

"Nothing" I said smiling so Lilah doesn't get scared Josh just sat there so confused then I turned the radio on and I heard a tune that I knew very well

"JOSH THATS YOUR SONG" I shouted at him even though he was right next to me "THATS MY SONG" he said shouting back and we turned the volume up more

I saw Lilah dancing around in the back Josh and I sang along to the song in that moment I was so proud

They made it my brother and boyfriend made it

"We made it |-/" I tweeted out and the clique replied almost immediately

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Once we got home Josh put Lilah down to take a nap then came up to me "Chloe i'm freaking out your bleeding from your head what happened" he said grabbing my shoulders and sitting me down

I explained everything and his jaw dropped "Baby I'm so sorry it should've been me" he said hugging me it seemed like he couldn't let go "Josh I'm fine really he didn't scare me" I said holding a wet towel to my head he grabbed my face and passionately kissed me

"I already almost lost you once it can't happen again" he said getting a little teary eyed I kissed his nose "Don't cry love I'm right here"

He paused and wiped his tears "That's not the only reason why"

I looked at him confused "Then what is it?"

"Well Tyler and I have been hiding something from you....we have been kind of working on an album" he said slowly I screamed and threw my hands up in the air "OH MY GOD YAY" I said giving him a hug I'm basically their number one fan so I'm extremely excited

A couple hours have passed Josh and I were sitting on the couch on our phones I was on snapchat and I kept recording him without him knowing he looked so adorable i couldn't help it

Then as I was on instagram I stumbled across fan accounts for Twenty Øne Piløts (IM LEAVING IT LIKE THAT BECAUSE MY PHONE AUTOCORRECTED IT LIKE THAT IM SO PROUD) I was shocked at all the amazing fan art and love they've been getting but I also stumbled across all the hate they have for me

"She will never be debby" one user said

"@ cjoseph stop dating my man you whore" another user said

Then there was a list of worse things they said that I'm not going to name right now I have to admit it did hurt a lot I'm never good at criticism

I guess Josh noticed "Hey everything okay?" he asked I nodded my head "Everything's fine" I said lying and I went to go check on Lilah and she was still sleeping

Tyler and Jenna came through the front door "We have some great news!" Tyler said excitingly.....I got nervous "What is it Tyler?"

"Mom had the baby!! His name's Jay!" he showed me a picture my heart melted "He's perfect!" I said and we hugged celebrating the birth of our new brother Josh and Jenna congratulated us

Then Lilah woke up and came to us "Mommy Daddy I'm hungry" she said looking at me and Josh Jenna gasped and so did Tyler

"Did she just call us Mommy and Daddy?" I said to Josh he nodded "Yeah" he said in astonishment he picked Lilah up and kissed her cheek "What do you want squirt?" he brought her to the kitchen

Everything starting spinning I can't be a parent not now what if we are stuck with her forever? I can't believe I ever did this....but i love this little girl

My thoughts were so conflicting I couldn't take it I sat down on the couch and started having a panic attack Tyler rushed to my side and started calming me down I ended up confessing everything to him and he was taken back

"I knew this was bothering you" he said confidently I ignored him and just sobbed into his chest "Your only 19 Chloe I get it" he said holding me ( i'm only 19 but my mind is older these new york streets keep getting colder i shoulder-- SORRY IM HAMILTRASH)

I calmed down and Tyler went to tell Josh because I didn't have the heart to tell him seeing how much he loves this little girl

It's only my first day as a foster parent and I'm already having second thoughts