The Help // Ed Sheeran

Chapter 12 : Don't Give Me Up

A/N SMUUUUT

Ed seemed distracted and anxious most of the day so I decided that we should do something fun to get his mind off of things for a bit. After we finished lunch I grabbed his hand pulling him upstairs and he laughed following me "Eager are we Nic?" I looked back at him with a glare "Don't be full of yourself Eddie that's not what we're doing." He pouted and I laughed before stumbling on the step and tripping pulling Ed down with me, I mentally cursed myself for not looking where I was going since I'm a massive clutz but Ed laid happily on my back laughing in my ear. "Oh so we're not going to the room just the stairs huh babe?" He kissed my ear and ran his hands down my sides, I laughed at him "Not funny Eddie, I'm sorry I did that I'm such an idiot sometimes." He held himself up turning me over and brushed his knuckles over my cheek before kissing me softly "You're not an idiot baby, it was cute I'm sorry I laughed at you." I kissed him back and blushed, "You're too good to me Eddie, you know that?" He shook his head and smiled helping me up as we continued on to his room, once inside I sat him on the bed then went to his sound system and turned his playlist on shuffle, Black Beatles by Rae Sremmurd came on and I smiled walking over to him. I kissed his forehead before climbing onto the bed and saying "Sorry Eddie but I'm about to jump on your bed and sing terribly and quite loudly." Then I began jumping around on his bed to the beat and singing along, he sat there watching and laughing for a minute before he took his trainers off and joined me, we held hands and jumped around like children screaming out the lyrics to several songs just laughing and enjoying each other until a slow song started to play. Ed stopped jumping, squeezed my hands in his and pulled me close to him, wrapping me into chest and moving me to the music.

We know full well there's just time
So is it wrong to toss this line?
If your heart was full of love
Could you give it up?

'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special oh oh oh

Don't give me up
Don't give,
Me up

How unfair, it's just our love
Found something real that's out of touch
But if you'd searched the whole wide world
Ho oh oh would you dare to let it go?

'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special oh oh oh

Don't give me up
Don't give,
Me up

'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special

It's not about not about angels, angels

I breathed him in, my arms around him, my head against his chest, and I smiled as we danced slowly even after the music had ended. This was what it felt like to be happy, this is how it felt to love someone other than myself and the children, this is what it feels like when you know you'll never want anyone else again. I kissed his neck and breathed in deep trying to wrap my head around what I was realizing, I couldn't say this to Ed, he was so good at falling too hard too fast and getting hurt and I didn't want to do the same thing, I can wait it out, as long as I know I love him and I show him, I don't have to say it yet. Ed pulled back a bit and lifted my chin before he kissed me softly and smiled whispering against my forehead "Don't give me up Nic." I nodded against him holding him closer to me and we stayed like that for a while, the continuing music faded into the background, nothing real, nothing substantial in the entire world but us right now.

Then Ed's lips were suddenly on mine, his hands holding my face as he slowly caressed my lips with his before sliding his tongue into my mouth, I sighed wrapping my hands up in his hair as I pulled myself closer to him, Ed moved his hands to my hips pushing me back and climbed off of the bed then picked me up, I wrapped my arms and legs around him my mouth reconnecting with his and smiled against his lips as he held me close. Ed's hand pulled the hem of my shirt up and our lips parted for him to pull it over my head, he smiled seeing that I hadn't put on a bra today and his lips found a home between my breasts kissing his way around each of them before taking a nipple into his mouth while lying me on my back on the bed and settling between my legs. I bit my lip running my fingers through his hair as he slid his arm between us to push my yoga pants and underwear down and continued working his tongue against my nipple biting softly, he looked up at me then his eyes as blue as the ocean, and whispered "I need you Nic." against my skin, I nodded moving my hands down his body and pushed his pants and boxers down as far as I could. Ed pushed his bottoms the rest of the way off before crawling up to my face and kissing me softly as his dick presses against me and I moan spreading my legs wider for him, he pushes fully inside of me and lets out a half choked moan against my lips fighting to continue kissing me, I grip his back gasping into his mouth as he moves his lips down my lips and to my chin biting and sucking softly, I moan pressing my hips to him just as slowly as he is sliding in and out of me. Ed grips my shoulders pushing me down further onto his dick at the same time he pushes further into me and I moan out, holding onto his arms as I push my hips against him harder, all of the thoughts running through my head when we danced just before are pouring out of my body trying to force their way around his. "Ed oh--" I choke out before my breath is lost again from him pulling nearly all the way out then sliding back inside of me just as deep, "I'm so close baby are you?" He breathes into my nose and I nod reaching for his mouth with mine "don't, don't stop Ed." Ed pushes his lips onto mine, his tongue instantly finding mine as his hand slips between us, I can feel his dick pulsing inside of me and his breath is shaky every time he pulls out, his fingers find my clit, rubbing small but strong circles against it in time with his hips and I moan pushing my hips against his chasing the feeling of him inside of me. Ed takes his tongue out of my mouth, his circles gaining speed as his strokes stutter and begins placing small repetitive pecks on my lips as my walls clench his twitching dick "You.    are.    beautiful.  you.    are.   perfect.    I.    want.   you.   until.    you're.    sick.    of.    me. " He moans out between kisses as we both crawl our way through our orgasms. I smile as Ed wraps his arms around me tightly and kisses my neck softly resting his head on my shoulder, I stroke his damp hair closing my eyes and whisper " I'll never be sick of you Eddie." "I was hoping you would say that because I don't plan on ever letting you go, now I'm going to nap right here." I giggle before Ed and I doze off just the way we were lying.